40mg oxycodone 16-24 spent entire time in my room never going outside once didnt leave house once from 19-21 permanent hand atrophy, nerve damage and

uglyboi1

uglyboi1

high school drop-out 9 year NEET and live alone
Dec 12, 2021
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and chronic pain. at least take away my physical disabilities, god, if there is a nigger god out there, why did he fuck me in the ass by giving me chronic pain and hand atrophy? the other things i can live with THAT FUCKING WHORE NIGGER NURSE FUCKING BITCH CUNT FAGGOT ALL NURSES ARE FUCKING EASY LIFE HAVING FUCKIJNG WHOPRES WITH HIGH CONSCIOENTIOUSNESS AND GOOD GENETICS FUCKING GGS
 
uglyboi1

uglyboi1

high school drop-out 9 year NEET and live alone
Dec 12, 2021
7,408
Just to be sure: what caused your hand to be so damaged?
Fapping feels better with an atrophied hand?
I have never and will most likely never be able to ejaculate or gain pleasure through sex or hand masturbation. I can only bedfuck so I cannot answer

My hand became fucked from untreated cubital tunnel syndrome (NOT CARPAL) caused by shitty genetics and then playing PC for a moderate amount of time a day, this only happened at 20 which is so young, avg age is 40-50+. I used the mouse as my hand was burning tingling and aching, it was screaming at me to stop and I ignored all the warnings, then my hand fucking started cramping and this was when I developed muscle atrophy I believe.

The weakness and atrophy itself isn't too bad tbh it's just the fucking pain and agony referred all over my right upper limb that causes so much disability. I legit cannot even lift 2kg without being in pain flare up for the next week or use a mouse (as that's what caused it). Even holding my phone with my right hand is fucked I just want the government to ensure I have a bedsit and £1k+ a month forever since I'm so fucked
 
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and chronic pain. at least take away my physical disabilities, god, if there is a nigger god out there, why did he fuck me in the ass by giving me chronic pain and hand atrophy? the other things i can live with THAT FUCKING WHORE NIGGER NURSE FUCKING BITCH CUNT FAGGOT ALL NURSES ARE FUCKING EASY LIFE HAVING FUCKIJNG WHOPRES WITH HIGH CONSCIOENTIOUSNESS AND GOOD GENETICS FUCKING GGS
You should get a flashlight machine

Sending cosmic and radiant love to you
 

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MANHUNT
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and chronic pain. at least take away my physical disabilities, god, if there is a nigger god out there, why did he fuck me in the ass by giving me chronic pain and hand atrophy? the other things i can live with THAT FUCKING WHORE NIGGER NURSE FUCKING BITCH CUNT FAGGOT ALL NURSES ARE FUCKING EASY LIFE HAVING FUCKIJNG WHOPRES WITH HIGH CONSCIOENTIOUSNESS AND GOOD GENETICS FUCKING GGS
Start exercising bro
 
uglyboi1

uglyboi1

high school drop-out 9 year NEET and live alone
Dec 12, 2021
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Start with light weights it can reverse your hand atrophy
1 lb dumble is enough or even lesser than that
Want you want to focus is on the movement of muscles
No it sadly can't The hand atrophy is permanent from nerve damage, not disuse (I don't think you can have atrophy of your hand from disuse unless you're in a cast or broken hand). There is nothing that can be done for it, the doctor said this as well as the internet. I try doing 2kg lifts on my damaged arm but it hurts too much. I suppose surgery has fucked me beyond repair. So sadge because I put on muscle very quickly on my normal left arm.
 
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MANHUNT
May 29, 2024
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No it sadly can't The hand atrophy is permanent from nerve damage, not disuse (I don't think you can have atrophy of your hand from disuse unless you're in a cast or broken hand). There is nothing that can be done for it, the doctor said this as well as the internet. I try doing 2kg lifts on my damaged arm but it hurts too much. I suppose surgery has fucked me beyond repair. So sadge because I put on muscle very quickly on my normal left arm.
Is painkillers an option. ??
 
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uglyboi1

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Is painkillers an option. ??
yes on them atm but they half your testosterone after a few months of use (opioids) and they aren't that great after a month or two of use. it is a ggs regardless
 
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MANHUNT
May 29, 2024
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yes on them atm but they half your testosterone after a few months of use (opioids) and they aren't that great after a month or two of use. it is a ggs regardless
Is it both arms or one ??
 
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