Venting 4am rant

クーロ

クーロ

عثمان دان فوديو الثاني
Jan 23, 2024
4,150
I hate this stupid fucking communal face culture I come from. Zero privacy, zero space to discuss problems, always easier to hush away things than find a fundamental solution. Oh no! My son has gone insane and is mumbling to himself in public! Maybe he's depressed or needs psychiatric help? B-but... What about the neighbours!?? What if they see my kid like this and start thinking I'm a bad parent?? What about my reputation?? What about ME?? Fuck this kid for making me look like a bad parent (even though I might just be), I need to beat his ass! His problems aren't even real! He probably isn't praying enough!

Clown world. Asking both of my parents if I could get checked for any mental problems was always a dead end. Mum says "just go pray man you'll be fine" dad says "you're just a pussy. Man up and pray you little bitch" yeah I'm sure that's real helpful. I wish I was born in the west where I would at least be entitled to my own room, my own bed, my own money even. People here only pretend to care to maintain their reputation or keep you around to feel better about themselves. People stick in large communities devoid of soul just to feel included rather than any common goal. Religion has completely tainted people's perception of what is and isn't a "problem". Anything out of the ordinary is shooed away and you're expected to be quiet. Speak up and your life is very much in danger. Oh you got beaten to half death in school? Well the kid that hit you is the son of a sheikh, so you better shut the fuck up or God will punish you boy! Oh you have issues with your faith because depression is worsening your ability to think rationally? Well here's a couple of whips to get you back in shape! I'm sure forcing it would work! Oh you're not doing well at taking care of your responsibilities because depression suppresses cognitive ability? That's not real you retard, just fuck off and work harder! I need to take the carbon monoxide poisoning route
 
IGiveUp

IGiveUp

Y Maullaré Por Ti
Sep 11, 2021
9,688
4 AM like the Japanese city pop song!

But about your situation, maybe find a way to distance yourself from people who do nothing but gaslight you. I know since it’s your family it’s easier said than done but try to find someone who has gone through same situation and who can relate to, that’s about all you can do for now
 
クーロ

クーロ

عثمان دان فوديو الثاني
Jan 23, 2024
4,150
What's a psychiatric gonna do
Figure out what problems I actually have so I have a shot at fixing them rather than relying on my own guesses and having to prance my around my family's restrictions
 
poorcel

poorcel

sadboy
Oct 1, 2023
1,716
Figure out what problems I actually have so I have a shot at fixing them rather than relying on my own guesses and having to prance my around my family's restrictions
Aren't you a well off thirdie? Just go to one behind their backs
 
Overrated

Overrated

#1 Slut Hater
Dec 24, 2023
912
4am rants are always the best kinds of rants.
 
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