Dyinghope
FML
- Apr 12, 2022
- 676
I was going to add to @Autistic Retard 's "no way out" thread but I'll make a new one.
Still living with my mum who's on her last legs at 81 now. NEET for half my life after 16, any confidence I had got knocked out of me at [by 11] at primary school.
Bullied by the stronger more talkative kids and then into the work place the same happened, plus they had the usual milestones in life and experiences I missed.
I used to laugh on some forums in the past at the 40 year old virgin guy, "lol no way that'll happen for me". But it did and the shame, bitterness and anger has eaten me alive.
I did see a prostitute at 47, as I made a thread about here as "Crazy Day". It went awful and I couldn't cum or stay hard for long despite taking 100mg viagra. I was nervous and in my head the entire time which didn't help!
Everything is bullshit, scumbag neighbours giving me abuse as I'm a lone weak target. Same at the shitty minimum wage I have managed to keep the last 2 years, but I am being forced out and will soon be NEET again.
The manager literally called me a faggot and was making all these therorical stories about me in front of the whole staff. "Hey don't be offended mate, it's just banter hehe". Yeh fuck you.
I'm done with everything, but I have to look after my mum at least until she's gone. I was adopted at birth, she and my late father did the best they could which wasn't much really.
Anyway, sorry for the downer thread. I hope things work out better for you guys.
Still living with my mum who's on her last legs at 81 now. NEET for half my life after 16, any confidence I had got knocked out of me at [by 11] at primary school.
Bullied by the stronger more talkative kids and then into the work place the same happened, plus they had the usual milestones in life and experiences I missed.
I used to laugh on some forums in the past at the 40 year old virgin guy, "lol no way that'll happen for me". But it did and the shame, bitterness and anger has eaten me alive.
I did see a prostitute at 47, as I made a thread about here as "Crazy Day". It went awful and I couldn't cum or stay hard for long despite taking 100mg viagra. I was nervous and in my head the entire time which didn't help!
Everything is bullshit, scumbag neighbours giving me abuse as I'm a lone weak target. Same at the shitty minimum wage I have managed to keep the last 2 years, but I am being forced out and will soon be NEET again.
The manager literally called me a faggot and was making all these therorical stories about me in front of the whole staff. "Hey don't be offended mate, it's just banter hehe". Yeh fuck you.
I'm done with everything, but I have to look after my mum at least until she's gone. I was adopted at birth, she and my late father did the best they could which wasn't much really.
Anyway, sorry for the downer thread. I hope things work out better for you guys.
