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PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Pneuma
Jun 11, 2022
9,062
another to be wasted doing nothing that will benefit me. I don’t even see a point in living continuing life anymore. Unfortunately my life is wasted in procrastination telling myself I’ll get around to things. All because of my social anxiety, introversion, depression and not having anything common with people in my town. This is what happens when subhuman parents let you sit around and play vidya as a kid.

Some here still have a time, just leave these forums.
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Thadman

Thadman

NEET
Sep 6, 2023
4,613
I literally rot on youtube all day watching random shit or i daydream whilst listening to 80s music that has warm, nostalgic vibes, what have i become?
Fuck, I do exactly the same all day. Seems we are not so different, I just daydream and imagine how my life would have ideally turned out while listening to random songs or scrolling the web for useless info.
 
PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Pneuma
Jun 11, 2022
9,062
I literally rot on youtube all day watching random shit or i daydream whilst listening to 80s music that has warm, nostalgic vibes, what have i become?
How old are you currently? I did that the moment I graduated school, I now somehow ended up 25 with nothing to show for it. No idea where all the time went.
 
EternalKaczor

EternalKaczor

Its over
Sep 27, 2021
2,567
How old are you currently? I did that the moment I graduated school, I now somehow ended up 25 with nothing to show for it. No idea where all the time went.
20, I'll be 21 in July, theres really not much i can do since my family are all boomer minded retards and poor but also good at wasting money, they are so out of touch its unreal.
 
λ-calculus

λ-calculus

Documenting my journey to the sewer
Oct 24, 2023
759
Another week of telling myself that this is the week I am going to start being productive. Fuck, is there any way a person can force themselves to work even against their own instincts?
 
Riddler

Riddler

NEET
Oct 18, 2023
4,527
Charles Bradley was more than twice your age when he had his big break

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The indie folk singer only known as "Pointman" didn't have to wait that long. He has his big break at 25 with his hit album "point of no return" about loneliness, depression and being a NEET becoming the Gen Z Kurt Cobain
 
EternalKaczor

EternalKaczor

Its over
Sep 27, 2021
2,567
Maybe get a job which pays you enough to provide for yourself, or claim welfare payments citing your mental state.
My mom currently is unemployed so she gets neetbux + family send money from abroad so we survive but its hard, no neetbux for me since im young and able to wageslave.
 
Thadman

Thadman

NEET
Sep 6, 2023
4,613
no neetbux for me since im young and able to wageslave.
Do you think your mom would be content with you staying at her place for a few years down the road until you can claim unemployment benefits?

Considering you dont have a diploma or any certifications, you have a good case.
 
EternalKaczor

EternalKaczor

Its over
Sep 27, 2021
2,567
Do you think your mom would be content with you staying at her place for a few years down the road until you can claim unemployment benefits?

Considering you dont have a diploma or any certifications, you have a good case.
I live with her, also its not her place shes a rentslave, im probably gonna go live with my relatives again this year since it would be somewhat easier.
 
Moondust

Moondust

NEET
Nov 8, 2023
6,239
I literally rot on youtube all day watching random shit or i daydream whilst listening to 80s music that has warm, nostalgic vibes, what have i become?
Literally me lmao. My stepdad was gen x and raised me on 80s music. So glad i grew up with one of the best genres. One of my favorite activities is drinking and listening to romantic '80s music and imagining being in a deep relationship with white mommy angel:feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy::feelsteddy:
 
Moondust

Moondust

NEET
Nov 8, 2023
6,239
I live with her, also its not her place shes a rentslave, im probably gonna go live with my relatives again this year since it would be somewhat easier.
In a lot of ways renting is better than owning. It's a lot more flexible for one plus you also don't have to worry about maintenance. It sounds pretty shitty that you have to stay somewhere for 30 years when you buy a house. I don't know maybe I'm just indecisive but that's a lot of commitment
 
Moondust

Moondust

NEET
Nov 8, 2023
6,239
Charles Bradley was more than twice your age when he had his big break

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The indie folk singer only known as "Pointman" didn't have to wait that long. He has his big break at 25 with his hit album "point of no return" about loneliness, depression and being a NEET becoming the Gen Z Kurt Cobain
Lmao generation z is way too cringe and uncool to approach being even 1% as cool as Cobain lol. Legit the most uncool generation of all time lmfao
 
Moondust

Moondust

NEET
Nov 8, 2023
6,239
I'm sure there's a catch to it, its not without a reason that most people prefer to buy rather then rent.
Well of course the main reason is you can get kicked out at any time for any bullshit reason when you rent. When you own a house I think even if you have no job you can keep it as long as it's paid off and you are paying the taxes. It's just you would sit in the house with no utilities lol. That's what I wanted to do if I won the lottery lmao

Also people are dumb so I wouldn't really put much stock in what the average opinion is lol. People just like the American dream of owning a home
 
Brother Wagecuck

Brother Wagecuck

Work and Pray
Nov 28, 2020
1,578
In a lot of ways renting is better than owning. It's a lot more flexible for one plus you also don't have to worry about maintenance. It sounds pretty shitty that you have to stay somewhere for 30 years when you buy a house. I don't know maybe I'm just indecisive but that's a lot of commitment
true but youre still a cuck making a landlord rich
 
PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Pneuma
Jun 11, 2022
9,062
Nigguh arent you millennial too? Plus when did I ever say my generation was cool anyway lmao. We are lame too but nothing like Gen z. At least that rawr shit wasnt taking itself as serious as all this giga cringe tiktok shit lol
I’m late gen z, 1998
 
Clive

Clive

God Heavenlove
Jun 18, 2023
198
another to be wasted doing nothing that will benefit me. I don’t even see a point in living continuing life anymore. Unfortunately my life is wasted in procrastination telling myself I’ll get around to things. All because of my social anxiety, introversion, depression and not having anything common with people in my town. This is what happens when subhuman parents let you sit around and play vidya as a kid.

Some here still have a time, just leave these forums.
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Time for what? To obtain material success in the physical world? To make friends? To get an education and start a career or business?

For one reason or another, you were discontent with what the world had to offer you in exchange for physical and mental effort, and chose to be comfy for a bit.

After that was perpetuated long enough, you grew increasingly aware of how other people differ from you in your age category.

But I'm here to tell you that people of all age groups are no different from children, and they themselves feel they can't measure up, or have a degree of hopelessness in regards to their true aspirations. Most of social media is illusions to distract from the profound insecurities of ordinary people, even as they seem happy and successful by the standards of the real world; so that they may ward off the ego judgments of family members, peers, bosses and even themselves.

Furthermore, given the ego consciousness job culture encourages - even as these people push themselves to their mental and physical limits - they don't move forward a single step when it comes to persistent states of peace and happiness for themselves, their friends or their family (the whole objective of working in the first place), and die without realizing the potential that only comes forward in flow states detached from ego consciousness; slaving away for a wife and kids that hate them, due to them unconsciously becoming a corporate drone and ideologue after suppressing their authenticity for so long despite their material success.

The true treasure is spiritual attainment - as a person who is far along on the spiritual path can be socially, romantically and materially a success in the physical world effortlessly.

Once you choose to always be in a state of love and peace, no matter what circumstances are tempting out of your ego, knowing it's not only your happiest state but your most powerful state, you draw power from your higher self that exists separate from your embodied vessel; and they, in harmony with natural law, grant you the power to realize even the most absurd utopic vision that is an expression of your highest truth.

But that takes inner work and mental discipline. Correcting thoughts as they are tempted by ego in constant positive affirmation, along with paying attention to what your feelings are telling you (understanding that they point to lack beliefs you have in your consciousness and help you unravel them), and taking action reflective of your highest self's vision for you beginning with the smallest things is the path to realizing perfect love and peace.

A healthy way to view your present circumstances is as choosing to get yourself spiritually ready before seeking out things materially.

You must get to the point - through the integration of the aforementioned methods - where even the most ego tempting circumstances (imminent death, loss of a loved one, humiliation, physical and psychological torture, regret, starvation and poverty) are things you would accept with the same infinite love and peace you would have in happy moments of life affirming abundance and prosperity.

Only then have you achieved true self-mastery. Only then are you your true self in all circumstances.

Out of love for the all then - including yourself and this embodied vessel you occupy in this space-time - you are spurred into action and realize your Act of Service, embodying the Christ in you and becoming the Messiah.
 
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