Alcohol and suicidal feelings

[General Alek]

there seems to be a link

ive certainly felt it

anyone else?

 

[uglyboi1]

I don't drink much unless it's functionally to lower inhib

 

[General Alek]

I don't drink much unless it's functionally to lower inhib

yeah I only drink on the weekends

 

[uglyboi1]

yeah I only drink on the weekends

NT behaviour

are you NEET?

 

[General Alek]

NT behaviour

are you NEET?

yes

but I behave like im not sometimes

for an ego boost

 

[Muttcel Foid Killer]

there seems to be a link

Einstein right here

 

[Deleted member 1961]

there seems to be a link

ive certainly felt it

anyone else?

Alcohol for me makes me reflect on the failures I have done. Makes me reflect on my actions and etc it makes me kinda depressed when I'm drunk.

 

[General Alek]

Alcohol for me makes me reflect on the failures I have done. Makes me reflect on my actions and etc it makes me kinda depressed when I'm drunk.

its a stimulant for me

I suppose it gets like this later after ive been drunk for a long time and im coming down

 

[Maltodextrincel]

I feel great when I'm drunk (I am right now ). It's weed that makes me feel almost the way you describe, though not as bad as being suicidal.

 

[General Alek]

I feel great when I'm drunk (I am right now ). It's weed that makes me feel almost the way you describe, though not as bad as being suicidal.

weed gave me an existential crisis

 

[Maltodextrincel]

weed gave me an existential crisis

It is very mind-manifesting in some individuals, which can give a bad high. It's absolutely not for everyone, despite what weedheads say.

 

[PlutoThePlanetCel]

I don't drink

 

[Moondust]

I feel great when I'm drunk (I am right now ). It's weed that makes me feel almost the way you describe, though not as bad as being suicidal.

Had too much weed edible the other day and had a whole fucking visualization of being in like a big blue marble building, and a crowd of people were laughing at me. The building gave me the same vibes as museums I went to as a kid

Yes but low doses of weed is good af. Just enough to have increased imagination and creativity. But not enough for the horrible dissociation and shit

 

[Moondust]

weed gave me an existential crisis

I have such bad panic attacks when high

 

[Moondust]

One time I got so drunk I called a suicide hotline. Dude on the line was actually pretty cool lol.

 

[Maltodextrincel]

Had too much weed edible the other day and had a whole fucking visualization of being in like a big blue marble building, and a crowd of people were laughing at me. The building gave me the same vibes as museums I went to as a kid

Yes but low doses of weed is good af. Just enough to have increased imagination and creativity. But not enough for the horrible dissociation and shit

That'll do it. Despite not being able to take weed anymore due to the damages of other drugs on my brain, I can still remember the effects freshly. A book called The Hasheesh Eater describes my experiences quite accurately, minus the vivid external hallucinations.

 

[Moondust]

That'll do it. Despite not being able to take weed anymore due to the damages of other drugs on my brain, I can still remember the effects freshly. A book called The Hasheesh Eater describes my experiences quite accurately, minus the vivid external hallucinations.

Wat damages did u have?

 

[Maltodextrincel]

Wat damages did u have?

Perma-tripping from strong and frequent psychedelic doses. An inbetween state of sobriety and psychedelic effects.

 

[Moondust]

Perma-tripping from strong and frequent psychedelic doses. An inbetween state of sobriety and psychedelic effects.

Wat psychedelics did u do? Sounds like hppd

 

[Maltodextrincel]

Wat psychedelics did u do? Sounds like hppd

A mix of the classical psychs. Mushrooms, acid, etc.
It absolutely is HPPD.

 

[Deleted member 1674]

I wish drunk driving would become legal so that I could no longer have to worry about “drinking responsibly”.

 

[uglyboi1]

Wat psychedelics did u do? Sounds like hppd

Why did I have full blown out of body visuals and extreme paranoia from just weed vape

 

[Moondust]

Why did I have full blown out of body visuals and extreme paranoia from just weed vape

Weeds infamous for making people panic. Like 1 big hit will make me panic lol. Idk about out of body visuals tho. What do u mean by that?

 

[uglyboi1]

Weeds infamous for making people panic. Like 1 big hit will make me panic lol. Idk about out of body visuals tho. What do u mean by that?

I saw green lines around myself and heard low ambient music and couldn't stop moving my legs

 

[Moondust]

I saw green lines around myself and heard low ambient music and couldn't stop moving my legs

What method did u do the weed in?

 

[uglyboi1]

What method did u do the weed in?

Just vape inhale