Truckzo
The Uber Instincts Of My Uber Autism Are Crazy!!!
- May 29, 2022
- 780
in order to understand this situation lets go a short time into the past!
I had a friend group and we had a party, I was on some pills and smoked so much fucking weed I was yapping about crazy shit and people thought I was talking shit but in reality I was just masking my love for them by saying a few teasing statements due to not wanting to get emotional and blah blah blah I also said a few weird things to foids in an attempt to joke and relate to them I also made a stupid statement joking about my trauma and setting someone up with someone who was a domestic abuser. Anyways they all hated me and dropped me. There was this girl who I used to be romantically involved with in the group and I dunno I knew we wouldn't work out but I still let myself live in the illusion, and it was a mere coincidence that me and her became friends in the same group through an ex mutual friend of ours who ended up raping her
anyways I got into contact with her through Roblox because she kept inviting me on accident and when I told her who I was she unadded me and I added her back again because the voices in my head told me to do so. And I explained to her that I wasn't trying to belittle her but that I just couldn't tell her how much I cared for her and the gang in the moment out of embarrassment. Anyways she forgave me, or it seemed so and we had a good convo. However she brought up the allegations I had gained from my antics at the party, the ones where I said something about setting someone up with an abuser and the other one which was just my attempt at playing zesty and funny I guess? I dunno I'm just fucking retarded. But I got one that really fucked with me and the main foid who I'm talking about, for some reason I got accusations about me touching someone? which isn't fucking true.
I was baby sitting these 2 kids drunk outta their fucking minds, throwing up and shit could barely fucking walk yo. And I was catching this bitch from falling all kinds of shit I even gave her a hug when she appeared distressed. And when I was questioned about this shit by her, I skimmed over what really happened because I didn't wanna say anything regarding the other boy because they had a few consensual encounters with one another. Me and the group leader actually caught them on 2 occasions, they almost fucked after kissing and we had to stop them, and then me and the leader got mad scared and started looking for them and caught the guy getting straddled by her and I think he was grabbing her ass a bit. AAA AND THEN they had another moment where they were left alone and a little too much happened in the woods, which made both of them uncomfy. And not only that I wasn't even alone with her for that long, either the leader of the other boy was with me for 70 percent of the time I was with her.
Anyways she randomly brought it up and called me a perverted beast and said she wanted nothing to do with me and also compared me to someone who raped her. I fucking hate my lame ass life so much I really fucking do
I had a friend group and we had a party, I was on some pills and smoked so much fucking weed I was yapping about crazy shit and people thought I was talking shit but in reality I was just masking my love for them by saying a few teasing statements due to not wanting to get emotional and blah blah blah I also said a few weird things to foids in an attempt to joke and relate to them I also made a stupid statement joking about my trauma and setting someone up with someone who was a domestic abuser. Anyways they all hated me and dropped me. There was this girl who I used to be romantically involved with in the group and I dunno I knew we wouldn't work out but I still let myself live in the illusion, and it was a mere coincidence that me and her became friends in the same group through an ex mutual friend of ours who ended up raping her
anyways I got into contact with her through Roblox because she kept inviting me on accident and when I told her who I was she unadded me and I added her back again because the voices in my head told me to do so. And I explained to her that I wasn't trying to belittle her but that I just couldn't tell her how much I cared for her and the gang in the moment out of embarrassment. Anyways she forgave me, or it seemed so and we had a good convo. However she brought up the allegations I had gained from my antics at the party, the ones where I said something about setting someone up with an abuser and the other one which was just my attempt at playing zesty and funny I guess? I dunno I'm just fucking retarded. But I got one that really fucked with me and the main foid who I'm talking about, for some reason I got accusations about me touching someone? which isn't fucking true.
I was baby sitting these 2 kids drunk outta their fucking minds, throwing up and shit could barely fucking walk yo. And I was catching this bitch from falling all kinds of shit I even gave her a hug when she appeared distressed. And when I was questioned about this shit by her, I skimmed over what really happened because I didn't wanna say anything regarding the other boy because they had a few consensual encounters with one another. Me and the group leader actually caught them on 2 occasions, they almost fucked after kissing and we had to stop them, and then me and the leader got mad scared and started looking for them and caught the guy getting straddled by her and I think he was grabbing her ass a bit. AAA AND THEN they had another moment where they were left alone and a little too much happened in the woods, which made both of them uncomfy. And not only that I wasn't even alone with her for that long, either the leader of the other boy was with me for 70 percent of the time I was with her.
Anyways she randomly brought it up and called me a perverted beast and said she wanted nothing to do with me and also compared me to someone who raped her. I fucking hate my lame ass life so much I really fucking do
