always put effort

[Deleted member 3342]

After years of feeling like shit, contemplating suicide, feeling isolated, neglected, being berated by coworkers and family, I have finally felt some sense of peace in a very long time.

A little context: I am an incel who uses escorts that works in a warehouse, slaving away to make ends meet. I have made many plans in my life. Plans for my fitness, plans for investments,, plans to look better, all of which that are actually showing progress. For once in my life, I haven't been fucked over, my decisions are actually showing some return.

Every time i tried a new endeavor, I have failed miserably. Despite me being in a shitty position in life, I'm beginning to see the light.

Why is this? I never gave up. I never stayed NEET, I lost thousands in the stock market by age 19, £12k to be exact. Those were backbreaking hours at warehouses, being shouted at, feeling like absolute shit at every shift. I kept going.

I hope whoever reads this will take on my advice, NEVER give up. It sounds like a meme in the BP community to say this but as someone who has lived a very dark experience in life, I can assure you that whatever you put in, may not be 100% of what you get out, but you will get SOMETHING. No amount of effort is ever 100% wasted, you will learn from your mistakes.

Keep going brocels.

 

[incelkingkong]

we might not all make it bros but we have to try...

 

[The Doctor]

And why do you want to work in a warehouse? Find a better job

 

[Deleted member 3342]

And why do you want to work in a warehouse? Find a better job

perfect for socially maladjusted people. I'm not good in social situations, always rubbed people the wrong way.

I could get into a trade, my current situation requires me to work as much as possible for now.

 

[Pale God]

After years of feeling like shit, contemplating suicide, feeling isolated, neglected, being berated by coworkers and family, I have finally felt some sense of peace in a very long time.

A little context: I am an incel who uses escorts that works in a warehouse, slaving away to make ends meet. I have made many plans in my life. Plans for my fitness, plans for investments,, plans to look better, all of which that are actually showing progress. For once in my life, I haven't been fucked over, my decisions are actually showing some return.

Every time i tried a new endeavor, I have failed miserably. Despite me being in a shitty position in life, I'm beginning to see the light.

Why is this? I never gave up. I never stayed NEET, I lost thousands in the stock market by age 19, £12k to be exact. Those were backbreaking hours at warehouses, being shouted at, feeling like absolute shit at every shift. I kept going.

I hope whoever reads this will take on my advice, NEVER give up. It sounds like a meme in the BP community to say this but as someone who has lived a very dark experience in life, I can assure you that whatever you put in, may not be 100% of what you get out, but you will get SOMETHING. No amount of effort is ever 100% wasted, you will learn from your mistakes.

Keep going brocels.

Imagine earning and losing 12K pounds by gambling and not just wasting them or putting them into some kind of business. I would feel like crap. Can't feel bad about losing money if you never made any to begin with. Lol

Wage slaving in a ware house, hating your life and being humiliated is not giving up? Just sounds to me like you took the path of least resistance and "accepted your fate" instead of trying to get some decent job that actually pays well.

You honestly sound dumb. So many cliché statements: "You always get something in return for your effort that's of value."

You didn't even state how exactly your effort paid off and were just vague about it because you probably don't have anything concrete to show for it except for your prostitute visits. Lmao

 

[Deleted member 3342]

Imagine earning and losing 12K pounds by gambling and not just wasting them or putting them into some kind of business. I would feel like crap. Can't feel bad about losing money if you never made any to begin with. Lol

I lost it, its gone. I can only move on. Imagine this, imagine that, no point.

you took the path of least resistance and "accepted your fate" instead of trying to get some decent job that actually pays well.

the path of least resistance would actually be to NEET.

You didn't even state how exactly your effort paid off

My mental state, because that's what matters. Having millions of dollars, lots of sex, whatever people dream of, doesn't mean much when you are still unhappy. It's about feeling better with my situation.

If a man is homeless with no family, no money, nothing to his life etc, but he is happy, he is actually living better than most people. Who am I or anyone to try convince a man that he isn't happy? if I was genuinely in the worst mental state, I would've said so. I'm completely transparent about my life, I mean I'm anonymous on a forum online.

 

[Pale God]

I lost it, its gone. I can only move on. Imagine this, imagine that, no point.



the path of least resistance would actually be to NEET.



My mental state, because that's what matters. Having millions of dollars, lots of sex, whatever people dream of, doesn't mean much when you are still unhappy. It's about feeling better with my situation.

If a man is homeless with no family, no money, nothing to his life etc, but he is happy, he is actually living better than most people. Who am I or anyone to try convince a man that he isn't happy? if I was genuinely in the worst mental state, I would've said so. I'm completely transparent about my life, I mean I'm anonymous on a forum online.

Homeless people aren't happy. Not even monks, they have to delude themselves into thinking they are and supress their natural impulses or pretend they don't have a sex drive anymore.

You still didn't answer how your life improved by getting a shitty job besides not being idle from your perspective. You are working a dead end job that'll probably ruin your back or other body parts sooner or later. All you do is the heavy lifting grunt work noone else wants to do.

Did you get muscular? Attract some women? Make significantly more than minimum wage? If not just shut up and don't make it seem like your pathetic life improved.

 

[Deleted member 3342]

Homeless people aren't happy. Not even monks, they have to delude themselves into thinking they are and supress their natural impulses or pretend they don't have a sex drive anymore.

I gave you a hypothetical. I could give another one, if you comprehend it or not is another issue. How about a man who lives in South America or Africa, doesn't have much money, can't afford new clothes, but he is happy? again, please read, he is HAPPY. A better mental state I'm currently in, I want to be content with my life, that's all. What another person says about me wouldn't make a difference to my happiness if I am actually happy.

You still didn't answer how your life improved by getting a shitty job besides not being idle from your perspective. You are working a dead end job that'll probably ruin your back or other body parts sooner or later. All you do is the heavy lifting grunt work noone else wants to do.

I already answered this. I could go on and on about the negative experiences in my life and turn this thread into a sob story. Where I am now mentally, compared to the last god knows how many years of my life, is much better. There's actually a couple guys who work at my warehouse who genuinely seem happy, much happier than white collar workers I see. Am I going to try convince them they're not happy? who am I or anyone else to say that?

Did you get muscular?

I am a huge gymcel lol, I bench 3 plates, I am low bodyfat and the gym keeps me going.

Attract some women?

That's not my goal now, I have bigger issues.

If not just shut up and don't make it seem like your pathetic life improved.

Well.. I'm actually doing a lot better than you considering you're definitely not happy at all

You seem weirdly offended. I hope whatever you're going through gets better. Seeing someone else having a better mental state seriously got you riled up.

 

[Pale God]

I gave you a hypothetical. I could give another one, if you comprehend it or not is another issue. How about a man who lives in South America or Africa, doesn't have much money, can't afford new clothes, but he is happy? again, please read, he is HAPPY. A better mental state I'm currently in, I want to be content with my life, that's all. What another person says about me wouldn't make a difference to my happiness if I am actually happy.



I already answered this. I could go on and on about the negative experiences in my life and turn this thread into a sob story. Where I am now mentally, compared to the last god knows how many years of my life, is much better. There's actually a couple guys who work at my warehouse who genuinely seem happy, much happier than white collar workers I see. Am I going to try convince them they're not happy? who am I or anyone else to say that?

I am a huge gymcel lol, I bench 3 plates, I am low bodyfat and the gym keeps me going.

That's not my goal now, I have bigger issues.

Well.. I'm actually doing a lot better than you considering you're definitely not happy at all

You seem weirdly offended. I hope whatever you're going through gets better. Seeing someone else having a better mental state seriously got you riled up.

Yeah, sure, keep telling yourself that.

I probably look much better than you.

I don't think how people present themselves on the surface level in public is really how they feel behind closed doors while you're naive and think that's the case.

I don't care about any of your stupid examples because they suck. Guys who aren't getting pussy aren't happy because they are denied their base instincts and have to replace it with porn, so shut your retarded trap. Just use common sense for once. They aren't getting affection either. You pathetic excuse of a man waste your wagie minimum wage salary on prostitutes so stop saying otherwise. If it didn't matter to you wouldn't spend the money to fuck them for 30 minutes or an hour.

You're probably some hideous manlet but yeah your life is so much better than mine. Probably still living with your mom/parents. By the way, only faggots use emoji in arguments but I guess lifting didn't increase your testosterone that much and that's why you act and think like a girl.

Keep wage slaving until you're old, nobody gives a fuck. Just don't tell others to be some moron like you. People who have a brain know it's better to use your brain and work smart instead of hard.

 

[Deleted member 3342]

I probably look much better than you.

facially? yeah probably. That's not saying much about you, just saying

I don't think how people present themselves on the surface level in public is really how they feel behind closed doors while you're naive and think that's the case.

I'm being completely transparent with my life. I wouldn't have mentioned escorts, failed investments, shitty job etc if I wanted to give people the impression that I was winning in life? I'm not.

I don't care about any of your stupid examples because they suck. Guys who aren't getting pussy aren't happy because they are denied their base instincts and have to replace it with porn, so shut your retarded trap. Just use common sense for once. They aren't getting affection either. You pathetic excuse of a man waste your wagie minimum wage salary on prostitutes so stop saying otherwise. If it didn't matter to you wouldn't spend the money to fuck them for 30 minutes or an hour.

What on earth are you talking about? did I say incels were happy? did I say sex didn't matter to me? and you're calling ME retarded?

You're probably some hideous manlet but yeah your life is so much better than mine. Probably still living with your mom/parents. By the way, only faggots use emoji in arguments but I guess lifting didn't increase your testosterone that much and that's why you act and think like a girl.

You're more upset than me though and over an emoji? what's wrong with you? LOL

Keep wage slaving until you're old, nobody gives a fuck. Just don't tell others to be some moron like you. People who have a brain know it's better to use your brain and work smart instead of hard.

I don't care if I wageslave for the rest of my life if I'm happy. I just want to be content. Maybe I'll find a woman who loves me and I forget every endeavour i persue, maybe I won't, time will tell.

I'm sure glad I'm not as miserable as you anymore though.

 

[Pale God]

facially? yeah probably. That's not saying much about you, just saying


I'm being completely transparent with my life. I wouldn't have mentioned escorts, failed investments, shitty job etc if I wanted to give people the impression that I was winning in life? I'm not.

What on earth are you talking about? did I say incels were happy? did I say sex didn't matter to me? and you're calling ME retarded?

You're more upset than me though and over an emoji? what's wrong with you? LOL



I don't care if I wageslave for the rest of my life if I'm happy. I just want to be content. Maybe I'll find a woman who loves me and I forget every endeavour i persue, maybe I won't, time will tell.

I'm sure glad I'm not as miserable as you anymore though.

Bla bla bla. Anyone can say anything on the internet and interpret everything the way they want to. You're doing everything based on feelings like a dumb bitch.

It doesn't matter to your pea-sized brain what I write but how I write it. Master in pseudoscience psychology.

What if I'm aggressive most of the time towards people I consider stupid or who spout nonsense from perspective?

I just want inferior beings like you to perish.

You can repeat that nonsenss that you're happy over and over. I'm just questioning it and debunking your arguments for why you claim you are. Maybe dumb monkeys like you just need a routine and that's enough to make them "feel happy".

No intelligent person would ever claim he's happy. That word alone is a disgrace. It's an illusion. Maybe as a young child or when you're still delusional and you're a teenager with an attractive girlfriend like I once was but not as a sensible adult with a functioning brain.

Keeping telling it to yourself some more. You can join those idiotic women who are into "manifesting". Lmao

 

[Pale God]

Idiot really thinks I'm more miserable than him when he wage slaves in a warehouse and gets no pussy besides prostitutes he has to pay (which I could do aswell but I don't want to) while I've never been employed and can play video games all day, jerk off for how long I want until I'm satisfied, eat whatever I want as long as I can afford it, go wherever I want and have a friend and relatives I can talk to.

And I'd get pussy in like a month if I actually applied for a job and actually put some effort into my life in general while he has no prospects due to being a manlet.

"iM hApPy aNd YoU are miserable" Get real.

 

[Maid]

lol

 

[Deleted member 3340]

Im going to lose virginity by escorts as well
Im so devoted to the idea of going to germany and fucking a hooker
Like literally studying hard to get a job and make enough money to fuxk a sex worker

 

[Deleted member 3342]

I just want inferior beings like you to perish

I cringed way too hard and had to stop reading, that's enough Internet for today

 

[Pale God]

I cringed way too hard and had to stop reading, that's enough Internet for today

 

[Pale God]

I cringed way too hard and had to stop reading, that's enough Internet for today

Just sounds like you couldn‘t come up with any retort.