
gigacel123
NEET
- Dec 3, 2020
- 1,211
One time in college, I was talking with this ethniccel, and we somehow got to the topic of women. I was mostly blackpilled by that time, and he told me that women were shallow and cruel and that looks determine everything.
Instead of agreeing, I told him some bluepilled bullshit because I was too afraid of getting outed for wrongthink, so I played the role of a bluepilled coper who did not know any better. Now that I look back on it, I wish I just told him the truth, instead of being paranoid at every single thing. Like anyone even knew or cared about me enough to report me for talking blackpill shit. I could have had a heartful discussion with the guy. I dont believe he was fully blackpilled, because he would still simp for girls when they needed help on homework. He was high IQ though to realize how shallow women were.
It makes me wonder though, how many men are actually blackpilled but pretending to be bluepilled as a defense mechanism?
Instead of agreeing, I told him some bluepilled bullshit because I was too afraid of getting outed for wrongthink, so I played the role of a bluepilled coper who did not know any better. Now that I look back on it, I wish I just told him the truth, instead of being paranoid at every single thing. Like anyone even knew or cared about me enough to report me for talking blackpill shit. I could have had a heartful discussion with the guy. I dont believe he was fully blackpilled, because he would still simp for girls when they needed help on homework. He was high IQ though to realize how shallow women were.
It makes me wonder though, how many men are actually blackpilled but pretending to be bluepilled as a defense mechanism?