Any masochcels?

Melancholoser

Melancholoser

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May 10, 2023
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When I'm out in public it's very rare to feel sexual arousal, I mostly behave assexually with both women and men, but I tend to have more female friends because I'm feminine myself and relate to them better, at least the ones that have personalities. My only true weaknesses are girls with big asses, I think that I have a higher chance of going limp with a 10/10 stacy that has imperfections in her body (cellulite, saggy tits, no ass etc.) than with a 2/10 girl who has a feminine body, especially a nice, round and fat ass. Even then, my dick never gets hard in public even if I stare at girl asses or they behave suggestively.

But I've observed something kinda disturbing about myself. It's that when females give me these mild disgusted looks (not at my appearance, but because of something I did wrong) or sadistic smiles I get hard almost instantly. I remember some days ago a male friend told one of my female friends that I was a supporter of "brazilian far-right" and she gave that disgusted look, like she wanted to beat the shit out of me. That look built up a feeling of euphoria and sexual tension in me almost instantly.

I remember that when I was 5yo I played with a girl 3 years older than me. We were playing football and I started to get mad because she was breaking the rules of the game, but then she tackled me and pinned me down to ground and kept herself on top of me. I stuggled and cried in panic, but she was having fun the whole time, had a big smile on her face and was laughing as she easily overpowered me. I have a shitty memory but I never forgot this day, and would gladly experience that again.

Nowadays I'm blackpilled about women and I know that most of them are both disloyal and submissive, qualities that I don't like. Men can be loyal and dominant but I'm 100% sure I'm not gay, the male physique disgusts me.

I'm yet to accept the fact that I will never be a chadlet pretty boy with a dominant sugarmommy who pampers me financially but also is a tyrant in bed. It's over for masochcels.
 
BloatmaxxManlet2022

BloatmaxxManlet2022

Be the king of bulking
Nov 13, 2021
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Sort of same, I’m into femdom as well, but lately after my hiatus I have been quitting porn and I now just watch hentai once a week. I also have been working out more and I even stopped playing vidya games and etc.

Merry Christmas guys by the way
 
Melancholoser

Melancholoser

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Incels are obsessed with the few times they’ve interacted with women. I think it’s how you cope with your lack of desirability.
Not false but also not 100% true. I had female friends during mid-high school. I'm kissless but I've held hands and hugged women before but it didn't gave the same strong impression as being insulted or receiving aggressive looks from them.
fuck you nt cunt ggs
So if I have some people I call friends (which I meet when only when I go to college and interact with me only bcs I'm the leftover) then I am NT? I am known for sperging and normies deffo look down on me for it, but I don't have enough ego to care about that.
Sort of same, I’m into femdom as well, but lately after my hiatus I have been quitting porn and I now just watch hentai once a week. I also have been working out more and I even stopped playing vidya games and etc.

Merry Christmas guys by the way
Femdom is complicated bcs sometimes it is too focused on cucked/faggy shit or things like findom which romantizes betabuxxing. I watch some hentai where the male is dominant but end up frustrated, it's way better to look at females with nice bodies and fantasize. Merry christmas for u2.
this was my relationship to my best ex.
Lifefuel asf. Did she also liked to act dominant in bed?

Luckly I still have my parents but once they die I'll either be homeless or wagie, wish I had a sugarmommy to take care of me.
 
Magonia

Magonia

REPORT ALL FREESPEECH NAZIS
Jan 2, 2022
6,404
Did she also liked to act dominant in bed?
I made the rule, "no one wears the pants in bed" she was only submissive in bed but she seemed to want to fight it when I told her she cant suck my dick (because she does it too good) and she didnt seem to like me cumming on her face that time i did
 
K

kaang

lurkercel
Oct 29, 2021
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i like being in control (the times ive escortmaxxed). but i wouldn't mind getting raped by a becky or stacy tbh. and if i did i'd get over it pretty quick
 
Magonia

Magonia

REPORT ALL FREESPEECH NAZIS
Jan 2, 2022
6,404
i like being in control (the times ive escortmaxxed). but i wouldn't mind getting raped by a becky or stacy tbh. and if i did i'd get over it pretty quick
I used to be super religious and didnt want to have premarital sex and wish i was raped so I wouldnt have a choice in the matter. A girl once told me I wanted to be raped and i just went silent because if I told her yes then she knows my secret and then it would be consensual.
 
Moondust

Moondust

NEET
Nov 8, 2023
6,079
I remember that when I was 5yo I played with a girl 3 years older than me. We were playing football and I started to get mad because she was breaking the rules of the game, but then she tackled me and pinned me down to ground and kept herself on top of me. I stuggled and cried in panic, but she was having fun the whole time, had a big smile on her face and was laughing as she easily overpowered me. I have a shitty memory but I never forgot this day, and would gladly experience that again.
Fuck so gigabased. God i need this so bad. I had a heavenly girl bullying experience too when i was 10

This girl (who grew up to be an alt lesbian lmao) forced me to say curse words (i was so beta back then i was scared to curse)by squeezing my hand really hard😂. It was embarassing and painful back then but looking back at it now its a huge turn on

Unfortunately she wasnt white, she was mulatto but still cute from what i can remember
 
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