AlienReptilian
NEET
- Sep 12, 2023
- 5
For the last couple of years I have been stuck like that without any hope of change just enduring nothingness my life has become. I know many schizo people (shoo shoo all else) are going through same experience without any clue of what all that means. My personal situation is common - no people to talk to, complete shitshow going around making it very difficult to be an outgoing person, just be out going out of the room for a start. Most importantly no energy to make an effort anymore. Being productive, trying to learn new things or work towards a goal is out of the question obviously. While many accept this doom, hope all can agree - this sucks! Unfortunate souls who have accepted their fate are opening up to influence of demons spiraling down deeper into the abyss. While I can't change this situation at this very moment, maybe some of my points are going to be relevant to someone left even further behind. PM me if you want to share your own stories.
* There is nothing wrong with you or your brain chemistry. Next time some doctor approaches you spray some holy water on it, don't take their pills.
* Psyches of all people are created incomplete by design, but us are suffering lack of something fundamental to even have a start in life. Do you believe there could be some kind of God's plan for your life? There could be, but you will not live up to it alone. Whatever skill or goal you are unsuccessfully working towards - drop it, forget about it forever. Artist does not exist without the world to portray, musician is not making any music without ears that listen, programmer... writer... whatever. What to do instead? Search for yourself, an identity inside other people! Make an effort to become part of a community, skills you have worked so hard on will be brought back to life in ways you could not have imagined. Don't waste time looking for a way to live within yourself, there never was one. Easy to say, hard to do. How is it possible to initiate such dramatic life change while being on such low levels of energy? Where is this creative energy coming from? Why I have none?
* Most common type of energy we use today is electricity, even crazy things like power lines are harmless unless there is difference in potential - different planes of existence with different "frequency" automatically initiating flow of energy. Same way no sparks will appear in your life unless you approach different plane of existence. There are wondrous mechanics surfacing when such interactions are approached with an empty mind. But beware the normie plane, approaching it might produce lightning bolt nightmare far beyond the capacity of the unprepared body, start with something manageable. For people like me who absolutely can't stand reaching out to people a reasonably long nofap streak can help becoming more outgoing, give a tiny speck of energy to go out of the comfort zone without too much effort.
* Everyone has seen what was going on few years ago and what keeps going on now. Everything that makes up a society does not belong to people anymore. Offline communities are being destroyed by governments. All online communities are watched, infiltrated with bots and demoralizing agenda. There are no independent creators anymore, all media and entertainment including your favorite anime are spreading evil seeds that will alienate your from other humans. Most news videos are staged, history altered. Worldwide spectacle is being created with the goal of you being powerless and miserable. Leaving such society is not even a solution anymore, agenda actually wants you to be isolated, alone and also there are no places left to run. Misery and hopelessness you experience were deliberately engineered through the content they allow you to see and products they offer you.
Many people already know all this, but also many do not. Lets at least try to raise each other out of the misery.
* There is nothing wrong with you or your brain chemistry. Next time some doctor approaches you spray some holy water on it, don't take their pills.
* Psyches of all people are created incomplete by design, but us are suffering lack of something fundamental to even have a start in life. Do you believe there could be some kind of God's plan for your life? There could be, but you will not live up to it alone. Whatever skill or goal you are unsuccessfully working towards - drop it, forget about it forever. Artist does not exist without the world to portray, musician is not making any music without ears that listen, programmer... writer... whatever. What to do instead? Search for yourself, an identity inside other people! Make an effort to become part of a community, skills you have worked so hard on will be brought back to life in ways you could not have imagined. Don't waste time looking for a way to live within yourself, there never was one. Easy to say, hard to do. How is it possible to initiate such dramatic life change while being on such low levels of energy? Where is this creative energy coming from? Why I have none?
* Most common type of energy we use today is electricity, even crazy things like power lines are harmless unless there is difference in potential - different planes of existence with different "frequency" automatically initiating flow of energy. Same way no sparks will appear in your life unless you approach different plane of existence. There are wondrous mechanics surfacing when such interactions are approached with an empty mind. But beware the normie plane, approaching it might produce lightning bolt nightmare far beyond the capacity of the unprepared body, start with something manageable. For people like me who absolutely can't stand reaching out to people a reasonably long nofap streak can help becoming more outgoing, give a tiny speck of energy to go out of the comfort zone without too much effort.
* Everyone has seen what was going on few years ago and what keeps going on now. Everything that makes up a society does not belong to people anymore. Offline communities are being destroyed by governments. All online communities are watched, infiltrated with bots and demoralizing agenda. There are no independent creators anymore, all media and entertainment including your favorite anime are spreading evil seeds that will alienate your from other humans. Most news videos are staged, history altered. Worldwide spectacle is being created with the goal of you being powerless and miserable. Leaving such society is not even a solution anymore, agenda actually wants you to be isolated, alone and also there are no places left to run. Misery and hopelessness you experience were deliberately engineered through the content they allow you to see and products they offer you.
Many people already know all this, but also many do not. Lets at least try to raise each other out of the misery.
