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Documenting my journey to the sewer
- Oct 24, 2023
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... And she will leave you behind.
This is exactly what happened to me in highschool. I recently watched Eggman's first blackpill video and wow, the guy was so spot on it is unreal. Back in highschool I stole a kiss from a girl on the lips and after that she asked me if I wanted her to be my girlfriend, to which I said yes. I was her first, she was my first. At first it was great, but after the love started to wear off, she became increasingly fussy, she would get angry over anything and would even hit me. I didn't realize it at the time, but this was her resenting me for being a genetically inferior male. At some point she even begged me to open the relationship so that we could see other people and even threatened suicide if I didn't accept, which I didn't. I should have ended things right then and there, but I was a bluepilled cuck who believed she was "the one".
A few months go by and I ended up not going to school for a week because of reasons and during that week she started hanging out with this other guy. We used to walk home together, but since I was gone she apparently met him at the subway station while walking home alone. They started going home together right away. Just a quick conversation on the train with Chad was all it took, she was now completely taken over by the desire to be with him instead of me. As the weeks went by she fell for this dude harder and harder, while the love for me heavily dwindled. One time I visited her house, expecting to make out a little bit, instead I spent over an hour sitting on the sofa waiting for her to finish texting him, because apparently the conversation with him was so good she liked it better than my lips. Another time she promised me to meet at a place to make out, and then stood me up, I found out later the reason why was because she was hanging out with this new guy and forgot about it. She always said he was like a brother to her, but how can someone you just met be like a brother to you? Eventually, I found them holding hands at the park near her house and broke up with her on the spot. Called her a whore even.
Guess what happened next? A week later, the guy who was apparently "like a brother" and her started dating. I never had sex with this girl, because she was saving herself, but I am 100% confident she gave him her pussy right away too. This to me confirmed the fact that she basically cheated on me. I mean hand holding and also dating him right after, she definitely cheated on me. At least emotionally.
Anyways, why do I tell this story? Because a lot of you guys seem to want a girlfriend so badly, you forget about the fact that women don't like genetically inferior males and will treat you like shit and cheat on you the moment they get access to a better man. If you really believe you're a subhuman, then just having a girlfriend will not solve your problems. It just gave me more problems, now I can never trust another woman ever again and I've essentially been ruined. It's hard to find a woman who genuinely desires you when you're genetically inferior, but if you settle for a woman who merely tolerates your appearance, you'll suffer worse than if you just stayed alone. That's all.
This is exactly what happened to me in highschool. I recently watched Eggman's first blackpill video and wow, the guy was so spot on it is unreal. Back in highschool I stole a kiss from a girl on the lips and after that she asked me if I wanted her to be my girlfriend, to which I said yes. I was her first, she was my first. At first it was great, but after the love started to wear off, she became increasingly fussy, she would get angry over anything and would even hit me. I didn't realize it at the time, but this was her resenting me for being a genetically inferior male. At some point she even begged me to open the relationship so that we could see other people and even threatened suicide if I didn't accept, which I didn't. I should have ended things right then and there, but I was a bluepilled cuck who believed she was "the one".
A few months go by and I ended up not going to school for a week because of reasons and during that week she started hanging out with this other guy. We used to walk home together, but since I was gone she apparently met him at the subway station while walking home alone. They started going home together right away. Just a quick conversation on the train with Chad was all it took, she was now completely taken over by the desire to be with him instead of me. As the weeks went by she fell for this dude harder and harder, while the love for me heavily dwindled. One time I visited her house, expecting to make out a little bit, instead I spent over an hour sitting on the sofa waiting for her to finish texting him, because apparently the conversation with him was so good she liked it better than my lips. Another time she promised me to meet at a place to make out, and then stood me up, I found out later the reason why was because she was hanging out with this new guy and forgot about it. She always said he was like a brother to her, but how can someone you just met be like a brother to you? Eventually, I found them holding hands at the park near her house and broke up with her on the spot. Called her a whore even.
Guess what happened next? A week later, the guy who was apparently "like a brother" and her started dating. I never had sex with this girl, because she was saving herself, but I am 100% confident she gave him her pussy right away too. This to me confirmed the fact that she basically cheated on me. I mean hand holding and also dating him right after, she definitely cheated on me. At least emotionally.
Anyways, why do I tell this story? Because a lot of you guys seem to want a girlfriend so badly, you forget about the fact that women don't like genetically inferior males and will treat you like shit and cheat on you the moment they get access to a better man. If you really believe you're a subhuman, then just having a girlfriend will not solve your problems. It just gave me more problems, now I can never trust another woman ever again and I've essentially been ruined. It's hard to find a woman who genuinely desires you when you're genetically inferior, but if you settle for a woman who merely tolerates your appearance, you'll suffer worse than if you just stayed alone. That's all.
