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- Feb 26, 2024
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I remember this shit like it was yesterday.
At 15 I was walking around school at lunchtime, school here starts at 1 september this was a few months after, it was november time and i was looking at the new students the 12 yr olds who just started secondary school .
One of the new girls was fucking huge for a 12 yr old id say she was easily 5'6 or 5'7 and she had a more developed body than most adult women while on the opposite side was me i was like 4'11 and 45kg at age 15 i was tiny and ugly. I approached her anyway cause im low inhib and somehow she hit it off with me despite me being half her size i showed her around the school we talked about lots of stuff and i added her on insta / snapchat. She sounded like she was into me each time we talked either irl or online, she held me against her when i was cold and she went out her way to sit next to me at a big assembly thing. But then a month later she straight up refused to say a single word to me in school and she removed me online.
At first i was giga confused i tried approaching her again just for it to be radio silent, then her friends said to me some shit like leave her alone you're 15. Thats when i realised thats exactly what happened, her friends must have known she was talking to a guy 3 grades above and brainwashed her into thinking im too old or some shit and they wanted her to cut contact with me. Just as i realised thats what happened, that foid i liked came up to me and said that, the last time she ever spoke to me was basically her repeating what her retarded friends said and it hit harder than a fucking train it was soul crushing. its THREE YEARS, 3 FUCKING YEARS NOT 30 YEARS WHY TF DID THEY SEE THAT AS IF I WAS SOME SORT OF GRANDPA??
I went home upset and my mental health got ruined i could barely eat or play games or do anything all i could think about was that the only girl in that retarded school who would ever give me a chance is completely gone, only female who ever treated me like a human being gone, only chance at teen love gone
@GentlemanSupremacy @Isle of Sippy
At 15 I was walking around school at lunchtime, school here starts at 1 september this was a few months after, it was november time and i was looking at the new students the 12 yr olds who just started secondary school .
One of the new girls was fucking huge for a 12 yr old id say she was easily 5'6 or 5'7 and she had a more developed body than most adult women while on the opposite side was me i was like 4'11 and 45kg at age 15 i was tiny and ugly. I approached her anyway cause im low inhib and somehow she hit it off with me despite me being half her size i showed her around the school we talked about lots of stuff and i added her on insta / snapchat. She sounded like she was into me each time we talked either irl or online, she held me against her when i was cold and she went out her way to sit next to me at a big assembly thing. But then a month later she straight up refused to say a single word to me in school and she removed me online.
At first i was giga confused i tried approaching her again just for it to be radio silent, then her friends said to me some shit like leave her alone you're 15. Thats when i realised thats exactly what happened, her friends must have known she was talking to a guy 3 grades above and brainwashed her into thinking im too old or some shit and they wanted her to cut contact with me. Just as i realised thats what happened, that foid i liked came up to me and said that, the last time she ever spoke to me was basically her repeating what her retarded friends said and it hit harder than a fucking train it was soul crushing. its THREE YEARS, 3 FUCKING YEARS NOT 30 YEARS WHY TF DID THEY SEE THAT AS IF I WAS SOME SORT OF GRANDPA??
I went home upset and my mental health got ruined i could barely eat or play games or do anything all i could think about was that the only girl in that retarded school who would ever give me a chance is completely gone, only female who ever treated me like a human being gone, only chance at teen love gone
@GentlemanSupremacy @Isle of Sippy
