LOL Be me

[Uruma shun]

> be me
> wannabe NEET, medical student, khhv, 18
> bunks classes almost 3 times a week and browsers incel forums during lectures
> still in top 10 of my year
> does 10hr of part time job
> sleep deprived
> insomniac
> barely gets 5 hrs of sleep daily, and even then keeps waking up in between cuz of past drug abuse left me with some nerve damages
> goes to sleep after a long day of work and making anki decks
> sleeps at 6 am in the morning
> low iq roommate wake me up at 8 am cuz he left the keys inside.
> can't sleep anymore
> I don't wanna do college
> dropout is all i wanna do



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[ZZebra786]

fake neet gtfo

 

[Uruma shun]

fake neet gtfo

Nigga u barely 20 tf u on about
Yapping all day abt Congress and revolution

 

[ZZebra786]

Nigga u barely 20 tf u on about
Yapping all day abt Congress and revolution

nearly 23 school fag im glad your suffering
suffer more like the school fag you are

 

[Uruma shun]

nearly 23 school fag im glad your suffering

You never shared songs you like when I asked you kindly

Also someone on here said u were barely 16 and I didn't bother to confirm it.

 

[Uruma shun]

fake neet gtfo

Fuck u, ratio'd me on my own post
I was just feeling sad and u made me angry and more sad

 

[Riddler]

You never shared songs you like when I asked you kindly

Also someone on here said u were barely 16 and I didn't bother to confirm it.

I thought he was late 20s based off another statement I could be misremembering or maybe he's just a troll

 

[Uruma shun]

I thought he was late 20s based off another statement I could be misremembering or maybe he's just a troll

Idc he diverted the topic of my post. I don like dat

 

[Riddler]

Idc he diverted the topic of my post. I don like dat

Yeah hate when that happens

You're young and promising though

When I was 18 I was a dropout cutting myself. Now I support my mother in a time of need

 

[Uruma shun]

Yeah hate when that happens

You're young and promising though

When I was 18 I was a dropout cutting myself. Now I support my mother in a time of need

Have alr cut myself handful of times.
Everyday ends with the thought of ending it all. I am not even fazed by the fact that I will disappear one day but makes me more happy

I left my home, my family, no friends, never had a girlfriend, ugly mixed mutt, broke.

 

[Riddler]

Have alr cut myself handful of times.
Everyday ends with the thought of ending it all. I am not even fazed by the fact that I will disappear one day but makes me more happy

I left my home, my family, no friends, never had a girlfriend, ugly mixed mutt, broke.

I was the same at your age and I still have depression but things are looker better. I look forward to my 30s now

 

[Uruma shun]

I was the same at your age and I still have depression but things are looker better. I look forward to my 30s now

What improved in your life. That kept u from ending it. Making u live through it

 

[Riddler]

What improved in your life. That kept u from ending it. Making u live through it

Ngl most of it was my mom who's extremely supporting even now. That's why it's harrowing you say you left yours behind

I woildve told you even months ago it was for other people like my mom, people I love but really it's me and not wanting to see my story end like this

I don't want to be in control of my life. Especially since I recently recovered repressed trauma I'd been beating back my whole life but I recently realized it's been controlling me the whole time. So I want to live on my own terms for the first time

It's like batman realizing several years in he suppressed his parents getting murdered. My whole life was running from something i didn't know I was running from and I realize the trauma will always have happened but I doesn't have to define me as it did for so long. If that makes sense

 

[Friedrllyudidntknow]

omg who is this cute little bean

 

[iDONTwannaBeME]

go back to twitter

 

[gilu997]

> be me
> wannabe NEET, medical student, khhv, 18
> bunks classes almost 3 times a week and browsers incel forums during lectures
> still in top 10 of my year
> does 10hr of part time job
> sleep deprived
> insomniac
> barely gets 5 hrs of sleep daily, and even then keeps waking up in between cuz of past drug abuse left me with some nerve damages
> goes to sleep after a long day of work and making anki decks
> sleeps at 6 am in the morning
> low iq roommate wake me up at 8 am cuz he left the keys inside.
> can't sleep anymore
> I don't wanna do college
> dropout is all i wanna do



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S-so many colors!