LOL Be me

Uruma shun

Uruma shun

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> be me
> wannabe NEET, medical student, khhv, 18
> bunks classes almost 3 times a week and browsers incel forums during lectures
> still in top 10 of my year
> does 10hr of part time job
> sleep deprived
> insomniac
> barely gets 5 hrs of sleep daily, and even then keeps waking up in between cuz of past drug abuse left me with some nerve damages
> goes to sleep after a long day of work and making anki decks
> sleeps at 6 am in the morning
> low iq roommate wake me up at 8 am cuz he left the keys inside.

> can't sleep anymore
> I don't wanna do college
> dropout is all i wanna do



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Uruma shun

Uruma shun

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nearly 23 school fag im glad your suffering
You never shared songs you like when I asked you kindly

Also someone on here said u were barely 16 and I didn't bother to confirm it.
 
Uruma shun

Uruma shun

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fake neet gtfo
Fuck u, ratio'd me on my own post
I was just feeling sad and u made me angry and more sad
k on by foreverfany GIF
 
Uruma shun

Uruma shun

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Yeah hate when that happens

You're young and promising though

When I was 18 I was a dropout cutting myself. Now I support my mother in a time of need
Have alr cut myself handful of times.
Everyday ends with the thought of ending it all. I am not even fazed by the fact that I will disappear one day but makes me more happy

I left my home, my family, no friends, never had a girlfriend, ugly mixed mutt, broke.
 
Riddler

Riddler

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Have alr cut myself handful of times.
Everyday ends with the thought of ending it all. I am not even fazed by the fact that I will disappear one day but makes me more happy

I left my home, my family, no friends, never had a girlfriend, ugly mixed mutt, broke.
I was the same at your age and I still have depression but things are looker better. I look forward to my 30s now
 
Uruma shun

Uruma shun

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I was the same at your age and I still have depression but things are looker better. I look forward to my 30s now
What improved in your life. That kept u from ending it. Making u live through it
 
Riddler

Riddler

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What improved in your life. That kept u from ending it. Making u live through it
Ngl most of it was my mom who's extremely supporting even now. That's why it's harrowing you say you left yours behind

I woildve told you even months ago it was for other people like my mom, people I love but really it's me and not wanting to see my story end like this

I don't want to be in control of my life. Especially since I recently recovered repressed trauma I'd been beating back my whole life but I recently realized it's been controlling me the whole time. So I want to live on my own terms for the first time

It's like batman realizing several years in he suppressed his parents getting murdered. My whole life was running from something i didn't know I was running from and I realize the trauma will always have happened but I doesn't have to define me as it did for so long. If that makes sense
 
gilu997

gilu997

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Mar 12, 2024
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> be me
> wannabe NEET, medical student, khhv, 18
> bunks classes almost 3 times a week and browsers incel forums during lectures
> still in top 10 of my year
> does 10hr of part time job
> sleep deprived
> insomniac
> barely gets 5 hrs of sleep daily, and even then keeps waking up in between cuz of past drug abuse left me with some nerve damages
> goes to sleep after a long day of work and making anki decks
> sleeps at 6 am in the morning
> low iq roommate wake me up at 8 am cuz he left the keys inside.

> can't sleep anymore
> I don't wanna do college
> dropout is all i wanna do



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