
Uruma shun
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- Apr 13, 2024
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Do you know what's wrong with you,
Do you know what you are doing. With your life. With yourself.
Do you feel overwhelmed by your own mind.
Ppl often use the metaphor "library" for our brain and how everything is organised and categorized. It's our own private library.
What's the status of your library. Is it neat. Or is it a mess.
Mine is a mess. Book all across the room with some pages ripped off and a few books missing.
And I don't want to clean it up. I am tired of cleaning up this mess everytime. Because a state is never permanent.
It's bound to change. To the worse or the better.
In my case it keeps getting worse and worse and worse.
And now am at the point where I am contemplating about my life and trying to decide where did I mess up int he past.
Present is shit. Future is like a fog. I csnt see what's in there but I do know the chanced of crashing is pretty high.
I don't seem to be driven by anything anymore. Nothing seems to have a worth. Everything is pointless and useless to me.
I dont know what to do anymore.
Do you know what you are doing. With your life. With yourself.
Do you feel overwhelmed by your own mind.
Ppl often use the metaphor "library" for our brain and how everything is organised and categorized. It's our own private library.
What's the status of your library. Is it neat. Or is it a mess.
Mine is a mess. Book all across the room with some pages ripped off and a few books missing.
And I don't want to clean it up. I am tired of cleaning up this mess everytime. Because a state is never permanent.
It's bound to change. To the worse or the better.
In my case it keeps getting worse and worse and worse.
And now am at the point where I am contemplating about my life and trying to decide where did I mess up int he past.
Present is shit. Future is like a fog. I csnt see what's in there but I do know the chanced of crashing is pretty high.
I don't seem to be driven by anything anymore. Nothing seems to have a worth. Everything is pointless and useless to me.
I dont know what to do anymore.