
anon1822fourthacc
I want to be the richest man in Laos! I love Laos!
- Nov 25, 2022
- 9,386
I've been semi-manic in the last few weeks for months.
Cause I feel like I'm so close. I've tasted it, I've seen the possibility for more money.
It feels so real now, it no longer feels like an unrealistic dream to make a lot of money. It really feels like if I just try hard enough I'll make all the money I want.
I mean it's gotten to the point I'm no longer depressed. I was depressed for like 13-14 years, anhedonic. I could feel nothing, I was so hopeless. Nothing felt achievable.
Now it feels real. It's so close I feel like it can actually happen. I'm in a manic state almost every day when thinking about money. Nothing makes me feel more alive than the thought of making 10k a month.
But I'm so far too. So close yet so far.
It's real, it can happen, it's not unimaginable, it's very much possible. And yet I don't have any way to get to it, not yet. So close yet so far.
Cause I feel like I'm so close. I've tasted it, I've seen the possibility for more money.
It feels so real now, it no longer feels like an unrealistic dream to make a lot of money. It really feels like if I just try hard enough I'll make all the money I want.
I mean it's gotten to the point I'm no longer depressed. I was depressed for like 13-14 years, anhedonic. I could feel nothing, I was so hopeless. Nothing felt achievable.
Now it feels real. It's so close I feel like it can actually happen. I'm in a manic state almost every day when thinking about money. Nothing makes me feel more alive than the thought of making 10k a month.
But I'm so far too. So close yet so far.
It's real, it can happen, it's not unimaginable, it's very much possible. And yet I don't have any way to get to it, not yet. So close yet so far.