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Wanna reconstruct my face and change my name
- Jul 24, 2023
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I found out about redpill around middle 2022, and long story in short. Before that I already had bipolar depression, but I was somewhat NT, had friends, maybe could had a gf. But beacuse of redpillers I decided to isolate myself from the society and for a 4 months I didn't talked with anyone, not even with a single friend of mine.
After that, moved to another city with my family. And around in my New school I couldn't get any friends, my social aniexity was high as, along with my inhibitation.
I didn't talked with a single person from my class, I didn't had friends.
Time moved on thought and all of this grind somewhat paid off beacuse I made 3k online from my business.
This shit was good, but I spent my money like shit. Bought the newest phone, upgraded pc, lived that Andrew Tate lifestyle.
A few months later my online business was dying, so I stopped taking care of it.
I had to sell all of my stuffs to get some money.
But when I got my money I didn't spent it on personal preferences / investing, instead I spent it on drugs.
I was broke, non-nt didn't had friends, and failed.
2 years have passed, and i still dont have any source of income, and I have zero friends.
Basically my life ended at 15.
If any teencel reading this, please dont fall for the redpill / self-improvement bullshit that you need to be alone to improve.
Who gives a flying fuck about money, or even gym. Enjoy your youth as much as you can.
Have friends, go to clubs with friends etc...
Dont be like me...
After that, moved to another city with my family. And around in my New school I couldn't get any friends, my social aniexity was high as, along with my inhibitation.
I didn't talked with a single person from my class, I didn't had friends.
Time moved on thought and all of this grind somewhat paid off beacuse I made 3k online from my business.
This shit was good, but I spent my money like shit. Bought the newest phone, upgraded pc, lived that Andrew Tate lifestyle.
A few months later my online business was dying, so I stopped taking care of it.
I had to sell all of my stuffs to get some money.
But when I got my money I didn't spent it on personal preferences / investing, instead I spent it on drugs.
I was broke, non-nt didn't had friends, and failed.
2 years have passed, and i still dont have any source of income, and I have zero friends.
Basically my life ended at 15.
If any teencel reading this, please dont fall for the redpill / self-improvement bullshit that you need to be alone to improve.
Who gives a flying fuck about money, or even gym. Enjoy your youth as much as you can.
Have friends, go to clubs with friends etc...
Dont be like me...