Discussion Do you ever feel guilty for rotting?

PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Heavenly Yaksha
Jun 11, 2022
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Every now and then I’ll be idle and I get hit with a wave of depression for not doing anything. I wouldn’t mind rotting but it’s hard to not feel guilty about wasting my youth away
Tired Jet Lag GIF
 
Thadman

Thadman

NEET
Sep 6, 2023
1,309
Yeah but I know I can't do shit about it so it's pointless to dwell in it, I swear there is some wiring or implant in my being which blocks me from being happy and living the life I want.

Have you ever felt like no matter what you try to change yourself for the better, you feel some intense resistance and blockage kicking in from your chest which pulls you back to your rotting routine?
 
PointOfNoReturn

PointOfNoReturn

Heavenly Yaksha
Jun 11, 2022
5,922
I mean you did a lot looksmaxxing wise, which is genuinely productive. Reminder that 90% of looksmax users only looksmax was burning the 50 calories from daily jerking off.
I need to leanmaxx again + I’m going to try and get accutane to fix my skin + collagen peptides. When I awake after applying tret it’s a massive difference between how shit my skin looks in the afternoon. But yeah, most users there just rot and complain.
Have you ever felt like no matter what you try to change yourself for the better, you feel some intense resistance and blockage kicking in from your chest which pulls you back to your rotting routine?
I think it’s something along the lines of impostor syndrome. No matter how good I get at something, or make efforts to improve, I always feel like a fraud. I think I’m destined to rot
 
Thadman

Thadman

NEET
Sep 6, 2023
1,309
I think it’s something along the lines of impostor syndrome. No matter how good I get at something, or make efforts to improve, I always feel like a fraud. I think I’m destined to rot
Honestly never felt imposter syndrome, it's just some strange block and mechanism which has always been wired in me.

No one has ever been able to explain my issues, whether it be psychologists or therapists. I like to think we live in some sort of torture cell simulation where our lives are constantly interfered with and made miserable for the controllers pleasure.
 
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