NCRcel
Wishing for nuclear winter.
- Nov 29, 2020
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My dad still loves me, but my mother it seems is only going through the motions at this point. Deep inside, she 100% hates me and views me as the runt of the litter. I can observe this by how she treats me, and how she treats my siblings. She seems very cold and distant with me, and never reaches out to interact with me at all. While my brother and sister (who are both physically attractive and succeeding in life) are treated very warmly by her.
She always calls them to see how they're doing, takes them out to dinners and other social events without even inviting me, ect, ect. There is no doubt in my mind she is ashamed of me, and wishes I hadn't been born. Actually, society in general probably wishes I would just die as well. But it particularly hurts coming from someone who is supposed to have your back unconditionally.
What about you guys? Does your family view you as a failure? Are they ashamed of you?
She always calls them to see how they're doing, takes them out to dinners and other social events without even inviting me, ect, ect. There is no doubt in my mind she is ashamed of me, and wishes I hadn't been born. Actually, society in general probably wishes I would just die as well. But it particularly hurts coming from someone who is supposed to have your back unconditionally.
What about you guys? Does your family view you as a failure? Are they ashamed of you?