This is a myth, it has been proven false.
Yeah I’m on latuda and trileptal. Wbu?
Cool I’m on latuda rn 80mg, Wellbutrin I forgot the milligrams and metformin to combat antipsychotic induced weight gain. Don’t do ssri, ask for Wellbutrin if you decide to take that route it works on dopamine not serotonin. You want the dopamine bc if there’s something wrong with your dopamine you’ll feel dead inside and not want to do anything plus ssri’s make some ppl fat and have erectile dysfunction. Just my 2 cents.
Why what’s the point? We have one life and we ended up on NEETs.is. It shatters my heart. How is life worth living like this?
Never felt suicidal at all in life?
I see. Thing is I’m trying to treat my severe OCD with SSRI’s too. Also may I ask have you ever had episodes of psychosis with your bipolar? I’ve entered psychosis a few times.
Life got thrown awaynigga collecting mental illneses like pokemon cards
wasnt what i meant
What did you mean then
Yes, mind fucking psychosis that actually gave me ptsd lmao my manias are only psychotic I don’t get the euphoria maybe just like I really good cocaine feeling. Happened to me a couple times as well but w meds I’m okay now still get massive mood swings and disassociated, paranoid thoughts, obsessions etc. have you ever been hospitalized?
Yes I been hospitalized multiple times and I think using street drugs such as meth played a role too. I want to KMS cuz I think I am too far gone now. Yes I get extreme paranoia and mood swings too,
Yes. I’m not the same person I was before my bipolar really manifested. It’s harder to articulate my thoughts, explaining shit is the worst lmao. I also just don’t feel as sharp as I used to but very subtly. I used to be a drooling retard but I was on risperidone and it was sedating me, with latuda I feel more Alive. That’s why I asked about medications bc the wrong med combo can literally want you to commit suicide. I also feel like my bipolar makes me less social and have a shorter tolerance for social situations but I’m also a neet so it could be that too. When mental health is involved it makes things complicated. You’re 18 you still have so much time to get managed dawg, it’s just that progress w these kind of things is slow nothing is quick
Don’t you think the meth ruined my life beyond repair man? Once you did meth at 17/18 isn’t it over?
antidepressants are poison to ur brain and they themselves dont even have an idea how they work, i've also heard of a lot of ppl who kill themselves once they get off them
Nah but I know meth can do some psychological shit to you my uncle smoked it for years and it changed him. I heard it can make you anhedonic too bc it fucks up your reward system. I think your good I think it really only fucks you up if you use for years on end and even then the effects are reversible to some extent. Key word: neuroplasticity. Your brain can heal but it take time, like months or years, but slowly it’ll get better in your case im sure. You’re 18 dawg you should be thanking your lucky stars you’re this self aware so young.
If you Bipolar, then youre basically a woman and thats why its over. Drug addiction is just icing on the cake. I know some 60 year old man allways messaging with emo shit. He has bipolar. Sure hes got alot to lookfoward to in life sorta and knows how to live the adventure but wont stop being an emo. There is no cure. My associate he lived in India as an illegal alien. He loved it, my father did that too. Anyways my bipolar friend really liked it and really hates that he cant go back.
chillingHow can I not?
Ngl I thought you’d look worse, your descriptions make you sound abomination mode don’t listen to niggas I think u could still make itHow can I not?
Another day another fakecelHow can I not?
Average normalfaggot on neets.meHow can I not?
Age?How can I not?
This is true OP, I’m on a few months of SSRIs now and life is shittier than it used to be before I took them. While the suicidal feelings aren’t permanent when you take them, you will feel extremely depressed the first few weeks and worse if you stop suddenly. Do you think you want to take the risk? Maybe you should consider trying to fix things in your life to make you less depressed before you resort to medication?
We are in the same tier 3-4/10How can I not?
it's brutal, if i ever worked i would get bullied to self harm
Yes I think about suicide daily. If my new hussell doesn't work it's time to rope
What’s your new hussell plan,
Why you call me an emo then
because you take the thoughts seriously and want other people to take them seriously too
Wait till your 40 and you've failed at everything. You'll feel completely hopeless. I don't think there's a single job I could realistically hold down
Fuck man thats rough. This is the fate of a lot of men these days. But working and holding down a job is hell too.
They both suck. But if you can hold down a job you don't hate is a much better life. On neetbux I can't afford the bare necessitys to have a decent standard of living. The worst part is the loneliness though by far. Having no one to fuck or cuddle is torcher.
dude, i've read your posts before. have you considered getting an exorcism? catholic priests are required to have a book of minor exorcisms with them and they will pray over you to try to get to the bottom of your spiritual malady. ask me questions, and please consider this dude. It may seem farfetched or even primitive, but many many more exorcisms are being performed these days than in the past. some of your posts have been chilling, and i think you may have something more going on.
