Even normalfags are better than me

[(やみ)]

During my middle school to the end of my highschool I used to belive that i was better than the people that surrounded me, that I was more intelligent and that they were too emotive and dumb. But now, with 18 years old and on my last year of highschool, i just notice how this thought isn't necessarily true. I'm in this school since the last year and I had finally found people who are interested in things i like such as anime, arts and media in general. People that are intelligent, you can notice this by the way they express themselves, but on the other hand they also had developed the abilities of being social (thus not being weird), being healty and any kind of normalfag hobbies while also being intelligent.

This broke my illusion that i was the only smart guy in the world, or that i was somehow superior to my surroundings. So I was thinking about this and concluded that normalfags are naturally better than me, in some aspects (but not just socially) because the way they interact with the world and people is different than mine, but not in a normal subjective way: they get to talk with people more often, go outside with more frequency, satisfty their own sexual desires by partying and all sorts of things that they do, while i don't.

It's not like my way of living didn't provided me good things, it actually did: i was able to be a more empathetic person (this is also due to me watching Evangelion), observative person and also stimulated my sensitivity and thinking, qualities that i already had since i was younger. I'm not racist like they are, i try to respect people more than them and i don't drink, but... at what cost? Losing things like what its called "youth" by the slice of life animes that i watch, being ashamed of myself, feeling that i don't have a place to belong but my bedroom and my computer.

This maybe is confusing but to sum it up, normalfags have a better life than mine, they act dumb but they actually lived really good experiences which makes me inferior to a portion of them, as oposite to my previous beliefs. They naturally learn rich experiences by being sharing knowledge and
well-being with their peers, while I, as an outcast, doesn't. They will live happy lives, with not so much despair to feel, good jobs, fulfilling lives and all, even if they have to pay the price of being slightly dumber than they would if escaping from the rat race. Normalfags can feel disgusting sometimes, but i think that living as a happy person is living better than my current life.

"Riajuu should explode!" - Hikigaya Hachiman, Oregairu Vol. 01

 

[Deleted member 2195]

But I will rep you for the effort, and might read later!

 

[Deleted member 2195]

People that are intelligent, you can notice this by the way they express themselves, but on the other hand they also had developed the abilities of being social (thus not being weird), being healty and any kind of normalfag hobbies while also being intelligent.

BRUTAL

Losing things like what its called "youth" by the slice of life animes that i watch, being ashamed of myself, feeling that i don't have a place to belong but my bedroom and my computer.

Same

This maybe is confusing but to sum it up, normalfags have a better life than mine, they act dumb but they actually lived really good experiences which makes me inferior to a portion of them, as oposite to my previous beliefs. They naturally learn rich experiences by being sharing knowledge and
well-being with their peers, while I, as an outcast, doesn't. They will live happy lives, with not so much despair to feel, good jobs, fulfilling lives and all, even if they have to pay the price of being slightly dumber than they would if escaping from the rat race. Normalfags can feel disgusting sometimes, but i think that living as a happy person is living better than my current life.

This is the most brutal part, when I realized this, I knew life was not fair like some disney movie, the shy ugly guy doesn't have a happy ending, we are doomed to rot until our death.

 

[akame]

When I was growing up I was telling myself I would just get rich easily cus im smart

jfl what a cope that was

 

[Deleted member 2206]

Normscum are not 'better' than you. They've lived different lives to you. You can't compare yourselves to these people.
People judge themselves based on the worth they have to society. Intelligence makes you adaptable and able to accrue resources. Does that really matter now that we're gradually entering a post-scarcity society? There will be plenty of opportunities to observe interesting things in the future.

 

[lifesucksandyoudie]

At least you broke yourself out of the idea you're like a main character in life. Most NPC normies will never progress beyond that mindset

 

[(やみ)]

Normscum are not 'better' than you. They've lived different lives to you. You can't compare yourselves to these people.
People judge themselves based on the worth they have to society. Intelligence makes you adaptable and able to accrue resources. Does that really matter now that we're gradually entering a post-scarcity society? There will be plenty of opportunities to observe interesting things in the future.
It's because their livings are so different from mine that it hurts me so much. I could be the same as them, or at least had a considerable closer life to their standards.

People judge themselves based on the worth they have to society.

Why do you think society is the only criteria they use for judging themselves? I don't think this is true for all of them, either when observating their own person and when observating others. I strongly believe that they are also influenced by their family, former livings and the psychology behind it. Society is though a relevant factor, indeed, specially when they are in groups.

There will be plenty of opportunities to observe interesting things in the future.

Yes, but I lost many things that I can't recuperate, such as my (even more) emotional and foolish mind from a few years ago and all the experiences I could have shared and memories earned as a normal teenager. That's the point of my thread and why I think they are so better than me

 

[RNT]

Normscum are not 'better' than you.

Notice that all these people can't handle even slightest push back. They are in the victim mindset not unlike many females are - a worldview where everyone is to be despised and demanded concessions and the person in question is a cute fluffy cat.

Victim mentality - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

The "normies" in question are not Chads and Stacies, but you and me. They are referring to non-autists. Aspies had no friends - and still don't.

 

[(やみ)]

Notice that all these people can't handle even slightest push back. They are in the victim mindset not unlike many females are - a worldview where everyone is to be despised and demanded concessions and the person in question is a cute fluffy cat.

Victim mentality - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

The "normies" in question are not Chads and Stacies, but you and me. They are referring to non-autists. Aspies had no friends - and still don't.

I may have this mentality but I don't think I am wrong by having it, specially because I suffered so much in my life. Im not blaming normalfags for all of my suffer, although some of them are indeed responsible for part of it (the minority directly and majority indirectly). There were also normalfags who are good, beautiful people. But I just can't be part of their happy social lives. They've also probably had been suffering, but every time I see them I see people who have friends to resort to, I can see their smiles, their friends, personality and confidence. But I can't see that in myself. You can't simply label all what I've been through or all I feel as a simple push back, because it was more than that.

And I'm not autistic. Even my aspie ex-friend have friends while I not

 

[RNT]

I may have this mentality but I don't think I am wrong by having it, specially because I suffered so much in my life. Im not blaming normalfags for all of my suffer, although some of them are indeed responsible for part of it (the minority directly and majority indirectly). There were also normalfags who are good, beautiful people.

Single moms is a perfect case of victim mentality, their ex-husband is universally a fool and at fault, a man they chose to marry AND divorce. It is mandatory to talk about him, to talk over the fact that she married and divorced him.

It is akin to a self-explanatory and often working religious system: I blame my ex-husband, I get some compassion. Most of the time, anyway. Until I meet some jerk who thinks he knows too much and starts to question me!

Another prominent and somehow omitted case is Jews with their never-ending antisemitism: we bomb people, have compassion.

I accidentally have had a thread on victim mentality, because so many people here have it. It tries to cure it - a fool's task, in my opinion. If you're not a doctor, you should double down on offending the patient.

Victim mentality

What Is a Victim Mentality? People who constantly blame other people or situations for the events in their lives have a victim mentality. "It’s not my fault." Someone who acts from a place of victimhood claims things that happen to them are the fault of someone or something other than...

neets.net

Blame normalscums all you want, autismscum. But don't expect any sensible person to play along.

 

[Deleted member 1903]

They’re not better they just have more experience than you

 

[Lorence]

The think they're better, but they aren't.

 

[(やみ)]

They’re not better they just have more experience than you

I think you are right. Thank you

The think they're better, but they aren't.

Some of them really think that way, thats why sometimes it feels more difficult to live between them

 

[RageSpike]

need to learn martial arts. need to develop a skill i can be proud of.

 

[RageSpike]

some people are just meant to be outcasts. contrarians. hippie mfs

 

[frightfulcel]

They have better life experiences in the sense that they have access to things that require social interaction, also romantic experiences etc. however they lack any self awareness, from our perspective anyway. They are not better or worse, just different just how we are no better/worse than them. They might be better in some areas and us in other areas. Its when we compare our best to their worse or visa versa that theres the "gap".

 

[poorcel]

They are better that's why you and me are posting here as unemployed adults with no propsect

 

[MelaninQueen]

I'm mediocre at everything.

 

[MelaninQueen]

They have better life experiences in the sense that they have access to things that require social interaction, also romantic experiences etc. however they lack any self awareness, from our perspective anyway. They are not better or worse, just different just how we are no better/worse than them. They might be better in some areas and us in other areas. Its when we compare our best to their worse or visa versa that theres the "gap".

Dating wise, I think giving up on women is the best thing someone can do. I gave up, I don't want to experience the rejections and wasting weeks/months of effort I've spent on messages, etc.

But, in general, I've thrown in the towel already. I realize I'm really stupid when it comes to higher education and, unfortunately, I'll never get proper education to land a normal job.

 

[Saladino]

"i was able to be a more empathetic person (this is also due to me watching Evangelion)"

 

[NeverBegan]

I was already desillusioned after getting put into special education classes as a kid in school, so I wasn't only retarded in comparison to my peers but also less socialable and especially less attractive resulting in severge mental damage taken not being able to get withdrawn. So fucking over. Being a low functioning subhuman is truly a different feel...

 

[ven3u]

normfags have tricked you into thinking that theyre better than you.

 

[EngelCallDell20]

most normcucks are better than us besides the aspect of intelligence, we are definitely smarter than normcucks cause anytime there is some influencer who says something remotely similar to what we say, their minds are blown, meanwhile it was just water is wet to us. only in intelligence we are better than normcucks at, everything else normcucks mog us at.

 

[RageSpike]

I just have to be better than my past self