Venting Everything feels like way too much

[Retardinator]

Just doing the routine of going to school (I'm 20 so don't call me youngcel) and doing nothing there and to go back home is enough to make me exhausted and feel dead. The same at work. I go there, work, then go home and don't wanna do anything. Going outside to do anything feels like way too much work and I don't have any motivation to do anything. And if anything brings me out of my routine I feel extremely frustrated. Even just having an appointment is too much.
And I can't deal with being in grade 13. This is the final year. After that school is over. Forever. Work or University. I have to decide, but can't. I know that I can never be a functioning, independent adult. I also can never be NEET. If I would fuck up University, they would force me to do something else. And I know that if I would refuse to do anything, they would throw me out.

Often I just wish I was never born or would just die. But I'm too much of a pussy.

 

[Officer KD6-3.7]

youngcel

 

[THE NEWer HONKLER]

I'm 20

kids.net

 

[anon1822movie]

I know right? Normal people seem like supermen to me. How the hell do they do all the shit they do and feel happy and not exhausted?

 

[SoupaSilva]

You only leave school at 20? What country is this?

 

[Retardinator]

youngcel

kids.net

Oh yeah right, forgot that you guys are NEETs because of retirement.

 

[ItsNeverOver]

All these elitists in university and in school make me physically cringe. Imagine taking pride in meaningless work! Imagine valuing these societal definitions of success or status!!!

Everyone sucks the cock of those with status symbols!

 

[Fabio]

kids.net

Sir, he is older than you.

 

[Retardinator]

You only leave school at 20? What country is this?

Normally not. Repeated a year.

 

[ItsNeverOver]

Oh yeah right, forgot that you guys are NEETs because of retirement.

You are an oldcel. I can’t even comprehend what it’s like to be 20 fuckin years old

 

[ItsNeverOver]

None of this is too much for me. I can easily do all this work that credentialist society shoves down my throat.

After I finish university I’ll be a NEET on purpose

 

[Retardinator]

You are an oldcel. I can’t even comprehend what it’s like to be 20 fuckin years old

lol, how old are you?

 

[ItsNeverOver]

lol, how old are you?

17

 

[Officer KD6-3.7]

You are an oldcel.

 

[Retardinator]

None of this is too much for me. I can easily do all this work that credentialist society shoves down my throat.

After I finish university I’ll be a NEET on purpose

What are you studying?

 

[ItsNeverOver]

What are you studying?

Computer engineering

Fuck all these faggots around me who tell me to get a SWE job after college.

Working??? On someone else’s project???? That’s existentially draining

 

[Retardinator]

Computer engineering

Fuck all these faggots around me who tell me to get a SWE job after college.

Working??? On someone else’s project???? That’s existentially draining

I fought about studying IT. Of course Computer engineering is not comparable to normal IT, but I still need to ask:
How much math do you need to learn programming? Can a low-IQ fag who fails math like me do this shit?

 

[ItsNeverOver]

I fought about studying IT. Of course Computer engineering is not comparable to normal IT, but I still need to ask:
How much math do you need to learn programming? Can a low-IQ fag who fails math like me do this shit?

IQ doesn’t matter
Success doesn’t matter

The only thing that matter is that you enjoy programming

 

[Retardinator]

IQ doesn’t matter
Success doesn’t matter

The only thing that matter is that you enjoy programming

I hope that I will. Never tried it before and want to study it JFL.

 

[SoupaSilva]

Computer engineering

Fuck all these faggots around me who tell me to get a SWE job after college.

Working??? On someone else’s project???? That’s existentially draining

 

[WestEuropoor]

Just doing the routine of going to school (I'm 20 so don't call me youngcel) and doing nothing there and to go back home is enough to make me exhausted and feel dead. The same at work. I go there, work, then go home and don't wanna do anything. Going outside to do anything feels like way too much work and I don't have any motivation to do anything. And if anything brings me out of my routine I feel extremely frustrated. Even just having an appointment is too much.
And I can't deal with being in grade 13. This is the final year. After that school is over. Forever. Work or University. I have to decide, but can't. I know that I can never be a functioning, independent adult. I also can never be NEET. If I would fuck up University, they would force me to do something else. And I know that if I would refuse to do anything, they would throw me out.

Often I just wish I was never born or would just die. But I'm too much of a pussy.

Do you live in a country with nice prisons?

 

[Asylum Patient]

Oh yeah right, forgot that you guys are NEETs because of retirement.

dinosaurs.net
My god we really are old.

 

[WestEuropoor]

I hope that I will. Never tried it before and want to study it JFL.

You will enjoy it if you have autism like 50% of the users on neets.net

 

[Fabio]

I fought about studying IT. Of course Computer engineering is not comparable to normal IT, but I still need to ask:
How much math do you need to learn programming? Can a low-IQ fag who fails math like me do this shit?

Most uni programs will have you learning calculus. But to be basic ass codemonkey you barely need any math. What you need is great problem solving skills and logical thinking.

 

[Retardinator]

What you need is great problem solving skills and logical thinking.

Well fuck