Venting Has anyone else completely lost track of time?

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

When I leave my home, people always ask how the hell I wasn't around for almost the entirety of the year.

I had to form an elaborate lie about how I live somewhere else and only come around a few times to see my parents.

What seems to them a long stretch of time is just a blink of eyes for me.

Like 2 years ago, hmm, that sounds like 2 months ago.

Plus I often feel a little guilt when normies are nice to me.

I have malicious thoughts about the world, and them being nice is an awesome for me.

But again, it's probably just the people around me currently.

The place I used to live for the majority of my life had extremely sailor-mouthed people.

IDK, social rejection for the vast majority of my life has turned me skeptical towards people.

I guess my life is destined to be awful. Who knows?

DAE find the above relatable, regarding the time warp phenomenon?

 

[Deleted member 3561]

I dont think there is the reason to feel guilt when normies are nice to you. They are not nice nether they genuinly care. Normies checking you, they are afraid of someone who walks alone in dark. Also their " kindness" is a mask. They are all absolute bastards. And yes the world is malignant utterly evil thing.

 

[Deleted member 3561]

As for time it walks limply in my case though i avoid cursed society and cursed human filth.

 

[Despondent]

Time is meaningless to me. Years of neetdom have completely killed the concept for me. Time only exists in our minds, but I am so disconnected from normal society that it barely exists in my own mind,

 

[MelaninQueen]

Years are passing by relatively fast for me.

 

[Deleted member 3561]

Society has no real time, it has chain of meaningless events. Real time comes when your pure subjectivity awakens as the opposition to the world of inertia and to society wich is the same because now society assimilated the whole world totaly.

 

[OccitaNEET]

Its 21am rn

 

[160cmcurry]

blablabla

time is a man made concept

 

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

I dont think there is the reason to feel guilt when normies are nice to you. They are not nice nether they genuinly care. Normies checking you, they are afraid of someone who walks alone in dark. Also their " kindness" is a mask. They are all absolute bastards. And yes the world is malignant utterly evil thing.

IDK man, sometimes normies just pop a smile at me or just chat about some random topic with me. Makes me feel a little awful about how much of an asshole I am in my mind towards the world.

 

[punthigh]

last week feels like a thousand years ago already

 

[The Doctor]

Most people stack shelves tho in 2 years I've lived multiple lifetimes through video games and films