How can you even be happy in life?

[hopelessAspieNEET]

Is it just my brain chemistry making me feel like this? I just find life itself extremely boring, bland and predictable. The few things I'd actually like to do are not accessible to me and I'm left to this either wagie 9/5 or NEET life. I don't see the point in living, I don't like it. Everything is set-up and so fake and I can't enjoy it once I see through it. I'm starting to become more content with what I have by not being angry at missing out on the things that'd make my life better but I literally can't be satisfied with what I was born with, I find it literally impossible. I guess the reason people happily live, work, go through a shitty fake relationship, constantly lie to themselves and keep going in on with this "society" kingdom of bullshit is because they don't operate on the same plane of intelligence. That if you pass a certain threshold of knowledge and don't gaslight yourself you just can't be satisfied with it. I feel like I'm the only person that's truly "blackpilled" in the sense it's not just dating that's a completely ingrained animalistic thing but also life as whole. Nearly every "blackpilled" person keeps latching on to this idea of "slaying", "achievement", "socializing" (sadly it's needed) and especially "morals". They say "looks are everything", don't believe in god and yet still act like there is something that actually matters. They're like normies with the exception of acknowledging one sad aspect of life (looks & dating) but nothing else. Seriously, how can you keep believing that satisfying the signals in your brain that end up giving you pleasure and a feeling of success is anything that'd matter on any level? Yeah this was a fun ramble.

 

[ZZebra786]

I wanted to lock myself in a empty dark closet for the rest of my life, just me and my thoughts, nothing else. i still might one day.
Disconnect from everything

 

[patientfrog]

have i ever been happy in life? even though life isn't good, i'm probably currently the happiest i've been in years, but i'm a christian who doesn't watch porn or masturbate, which helps., plus, i got a free curbside chair last night that is absolutely cozy. i'll post a picture.

the leather is peeling, but this is a high quality high costing chair when new.

 

[Magonia]

IMO the more you have trouble enjoying life the more you need to embrace some natural life. Co camping, stop jacking off, talk to real people, talk to real girls. leave your devices at home. dont come back until you are well

 

[hopelessAspieNEET]

alk to real people, talk to real girls

Impossible.

 

[Magonia]

Impossible.

Mutism?

 

[patientfrog]

IMO the more you have trouble enjoying life the more you need to embrace some natural life. Co camping, stop jacking off, talk to real people, talk to real girls. leave your devices at home. dont come back until you are well

lol well said. succinct.

 

[hopelessAspieNEET]

Mutism?

Truecel body posture and movements due to a fucked up spine and I can't even find a place where I'd talk to people, let alone a *real* person.

 

[Magonia]

Truecel body posture and movements due to a fucked up spine and I can't even find a place where I'd talk to people, let alone a *real* person.

can you send me a visual example?

 

[Magonia]

I think you got confused by me saying talk to, I didnt mean go on a date. I means shmoozing with rangers on the campgrounds or whatever. they dont even need to like you

 

[hopelessAspieNEET]

can you send me a visual example?

 

[Magonia]

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If you cant lift your head up that migh be an issue but people are more sensitive to people with disabilities
Sometimes i think id get alot more sex if my autism was obvious. You can get a girlfriend irl, play your hand be the right kinda charmer.

My ex gf had a little sister and she came near us and had a really anoying voice and asked questions interrupting us. My gf told me shes Autistic and then I thought she was really cool. People wont expect as much from you if they know you have a problem

 

[Al-Maari600]

Is it just my brain chemistry making me feel like this? I just find life itself extremely boring, bland and predictable. The few things I'd actually like to do are not accessible to me and I'm left to this either wagie 9/5 or NEET life. I don't see the point in living, I don't like it. Everything is set-up and so fake and I can't enjoy it once I see through it. I'm starting to become more content with what I have by not being angry at missing out on the things that'd make my life better but I literally can't be satisfied with what I was born with, I find it literally impossible. I guess the reason people happily live, work, go through a shitty fake relationship, constantly lie to themselves and keep going in on with this "society" kingdom of bullshit is because they don't operate on the same plane of intelligence. That if you pass a certain threshold of knowledge and don't gaslight yourself you just can't be satisfied with it. I feel like I'm the only person that's truly "blackpilled" in the sense it's not just dating that's a completely ingrained animalistic thing but also life as whole. Nearly every "blackpilled" person keeps latching on to this idea of "slaying", "achievement", "socializing" (sadly it's needed) and especially "morals". They say "looks are everything", don't believe in god and yet still act like there is something that actually matters. They're like normies with the exception of acknowledging one sad aspect of life (looks & dating) but nothing else. Seriously, how can you keep believing that satisfying the signals in your brain that end up giving you pleasure and a feeling of success is anything that'd matter on any level? Yeah this was a fun ramble.

when you lose value you lose reason to live hence why npcs cant stop coping with all their delusions and get mad if you try to blackpill them.

 

[Rebbington]

Is it just my brain chemistry making me feel like this? I just find life itself extremely boring, bland and predictable. The few things I'd actually like to do are not accessible to me and I'm left to this either wagie 9/5 or NEET life. I don't see the point in living, I don't like it. Everything is set-up and so fake and I can't enjoy it once I see through it. I'm starting to become more content with what I have by not being angry at missing out on the things that'd make my life better but I literally can't be satisfied with what I was born with, I find it literally impossible. I guess the reason people happily live, work, go through a shitty fake relationship, constantly lie to themselves and keep going in on with this "society" kingdom of bullshit is because they don't operate on the same plane of intelligence. That if you pass a certain threshold of knowledge and don't gaslight yourself you just can't be satisfied with it. I feel like I'm the only person that's truly "blackpilled" in the sense it's not just dating that's a completely ingrained animalistic thing but also life as whole. Nearly every "blackpilled" person keeps latching on to this idea of "slaying", "achievement", "socializing" (sadly it's needed) and especially "morals". They say "looks are everything", don't believe in god and yet still act like there is something that actually matters. They're like normies with the exception of acknowledging one sad aspect of life (looks & dating) but nothing else. Seriously, how can you keep believing that satisfying the signals in your brain that end up giving you pleasure and a feeling of success is anything that'd matter on any level? Yeah this was a fun ramble.

I get exactly how u feel there is no quick fix but my advice is just to ignore it Ik its bland n shit advice but just focus on other shit I'm not saying work out or self improve because that shit is retarded u could do like a trillion funner things me personally I've just deluded myself into thinking I'm the smartest person to ever grace the earth I'm obviously not and i probably suffer from brain damage but still just find a place to talk to ppl online and try get out some of that built up shit yk me personally I just join xbox parties and shit talk women and make them leave or I just pick up on facial features they might not be that secure on then I isolate and bombard them with detailed explanations on why that particular feature/piece sucks and is unappealing and pair that with intoxicants = fun I've also been writing a book on the direct link between my massive cock and why the government hates me but srs dude just learn to chill don't do anything that annoys u be quick to anger and just find lots of things to hate

 

[Based Vampire]

Is it just my brain chemistry making me feel like this? I just find life itself extremely boring, bland and predictable. The few things I'd actually like to do are not accessible to me and I'm left to this either wagie 9/5 or NEET life. I don't see the point in living, I don't like it. Everything is set-up and so fake and I can't enjoy it once I see through it. I'm starting to become more content with what I have by not being angry at missing out on the things that'd make my life better but I literally can't be satisfied with what I was born with, I find it literally impossible. I guess the reason people happily live, work, go through a shitty fake relationship, constantly lie to themselves and keep going in on with this "society" kingdom of bullshit is because they don't operate on the same plane of intelligence. That if you pass a certain threshold of knowledge and don't gaslight yourself you just can't be satisfied with it. I feel like I'm the only person that's truly "blackpilled" in the sense it's not just dating that's a completely ingrained animalistic thing but also life as whole. Nearly every "blackpilled" person keeps latching on to this idea of "slaying", "achievement", "socializing" (sadly it's needed) and especially "morals". They say "looks are everything", don't believe in god and yet still act like there is something that actually matters. They're like normies with the exception of acknowledging one sad aspect of life (looks & dating) but nothing else. Seriously, how can you keep believing that satisfying the signals in your brain that end up giving you pleasure and a feeling of success is anything that'd matter on any level? Yeah this was a fun ramble.

nice ramblings

 

[RR2XCUP]

Is it just my brain chemistry making me feel like this? I just find life itself extremely boring, bland and predictable. The few things I'd actually like to do are not accessible to me and I'm left to this either wagie 9/5 or NEET life. I don't see the point in living, I don't like it. Everything is set-up and so fake and I can't enjoy it once I see through it. I'm starting to become more content with what I have by not being angry at missing out on the things that'd make my life better but I literally can't be satisfied with what I was born with, I find it literally impossible. I guess the reason people happily live, work, go through a shitty fake relationship, constantly lie to themselves and keep going in on with this "society" kingdom of bullshit is because they don't operate on the same plane of intelligence. That if you pass a certain threshold of knowledge and don't gaslight yourself you just can't be satisfied with it. I feel like I'm the only person that's truly "blackpilled" in the sense it's not just dating that's a completely ingrained animalistic thing but also life as whole. Nearly every "blackpilled" person keeps latching on to this idea of "slaying", "achievement", "socializing" (sadly it's needed) and especially "morals". They say "looks are everything", don't believe in god and yet still act like there is something that actually matters. They're like normies with the exception of acknowledging one sad aspect of life (looks & dating) but nothing else. Seriously, how can you keep believing that satisfying the signals in your brain that end up giving you pleasure and a feeling of success is anything that'd matter on any level? Yeah this was a fun ramble.

I feel you on this