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Just a NEET
NEET
- Oct 10, 2022
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I am 24 years old and will be 25 in some months. I am from a violent, corrupt and chaotic third world country. I am autistic, I have anxiety, depression and I think I also have OCD, BPD and C-PTSD.
The stuff I did the most for over a decade were play videogames, listen to music, watch audiovisual arts, watch and wank to porn, make food, play some instruments and watch stuff on youtube.
I had a lot of traumatic experiences in the past.
I tried a lot of different stuff in the past but none of them worked.
I already wish I was dead a lot of times in the past and thought in offing myself too.
I see the whole time that people that get older get worse. I am already messed up now, I don't to get even more messed up in the future.
At this point, I don't even know if life is worth living anymore.
The stuff I did the most for over a decade were play videogames, listen to music, watch audiovisual arts, watch and wank to porn, make food, play some instruments and watch stuff on youtube.
I had a lot of traumatic experiences in the past.
I tried a lot of different stuff in the past but none of them worked.
I already wish I was dead a lot of times in the past and thought in offing myself too.
I see the whole time that people that get older get worse. I am already messed up now, I don't to get even more messed up in the future.
At this point, I don't even know if life is worth living anymore.
