
frightfulcel
pyramidcel
- Sep 9, 2022
- 1,665
No hate against my friend or anything as I've done the exact same thing in the past, however a female acquaintance of mine died and she was nice to me. Sure she was a modern foid and I am a subhuman, but I liked her as a person and I needed her in my life near the end of school even if it wasn't like I interacted with her all the time. She also messaged me around the Christmas I left school which I really appreciated.
I told this fellow autistic guy I talk to on discord and he started saying "we all die", laughing, making jokes. And he said I only cared that she died due to lookism. I mean, what hes saying may be "true", but hes missing the emotional/human aspect of it.
2 years ago a Chad told me his mom was dying, me being autistic said "we all die", I didn't just suffer with him. People on reddit also call me psychotic about what I post, when from my perspective its normal and I'm not trying to be offensive.
I know shes a foid, and sure she hung out with some of the girls who bullied me but I still like her as a person and as a "friend". Even though I was never likely to see her again, I'm sad that shes gone.
My autistic friend has done nothing wrong, he has stated facts that are true I guess. Many people die all the time and nobody cares, its just that a young girl dying is seen as worse, but still I had an emotional connection with her and the pain of her dying can't really be removed through "logic".
Even though I have autism, I think I'm going to stop trying to be "logical" around people who are emotionally hurt, sometimes people just need you to suffer with them and understand their grief.
I told this fellow autistic guy I talk to on discord and he started saying "we all die", laughing, making jokes. And he said I only cared that she died due to lookism. I mean, what hes saying may be "true", but hes missing the emotional/human aspect of it.
2 years ago a Chad told me his mom was dying, me being autistic said "we all die", I didn't just suffer with him. People on reddit also call me psychotic about what I post, when from my perspective its normal and I'm not trying to be offensive.
I know shes a foid, and sure she hung out with some of the girls who bullied me but I still like her as a person and as a "friend". Even though I was never likely to see her again, I'm sad that shes gone.
My autistic friend has done nothing wrong, he has stated facts that are true I guess. Many people die all the time and nobody cares, its just that a young girl dying is seen as worse, but still I had an emotional connection with her and the pain of her dying can't really be removed through "logic".
Even though I have autism, I think I'm going to stop trying to be "logical" around people who are emotionally hurt, sometimes people just need you to suffer with them and understand their grief.