Venting I can't do anything

JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
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I discovered master's forums as I was becoming 15. I spent so much time browsing .org first learning the basics and about skull dynamics, and then it came to peptides and hormones. I saw heightmaxxing as a way to ascend and researched all about it while I sat in my chair rotting each day away. I learned so much kids at school started asking me for info on peptides and gh dosages, and one even let me ship stuff to his house if needed.

And what have I done with all of this?

Absolutely nothing :feelsrope:

I couldn't even get out of my chair most days. I just rotted and rotted until I layed in bed again to (try to) sleep.

I should've blasted AI and kept my growth plates open. I should've tried everything to get GH asap.

But I didn't.

I'm a failure.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

sigma
Feb 11, 2024
682
Sorry for the rant btw I was just feeling like shit all day thinking about this and wanted to type it out somewhere
 
Sushifart

Sushifart

Let the norwood reaper kill me if I lie
Apr 13, 2024
587
The only thing you failed at was starting. How tall are you since you were going to try and keep your growth plates open?
 
Sushifart

Sushifart

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Apr 13, 2024
587
Around 5'9 :feelseye:
Could be worse kek, one of my friends is 5'2 and resorted to being a bottom. Haven't spoken to the guy in a while due to other shit, but I wouldn't be surprised if he upgraded to a level 2 faggot and started HRT or some shit.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

sigma
Feb 11, 2024
682
Could be worse kek, one of my friends is 5'2 and resorted to being a bottom. Haven't spoken to the guy in a while due to other shit, but I wouldn't be surprised if he upgraded to a level 2 faggot and started HRT or some shit.
Brutal if only his parents cared enough to get him on GH deficiency tests
 
Sushifart

Sushifart

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Apr 13, 2024
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Brutal if only his parents cared enough to get him on GH deficiency tests
His parents are horrible people. He's HAPA (white father, filipina/japanese mother) and they knew about him being gay and all that but didn't care, but then recently they divorced (forgot why, but the dad was kind of nutty since he had PTSD from being in the military or some shit) and his mom was a classic case of pure bred narcissist and his dad secretly hated him and shit. So when they divorced they kicked him out and his dad went off about him being a faggot and shit.

Basically, that family was going to be blown apart anyways and tbh wasn't really that surprising that he was gay with a family like that.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
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He's HAPA (white father, filipina/japanese mother)
holy shit i read these cases about hapas and they seem to be so subhuman. unless its a girl or the guy got lucky and got 90% of his genes from his father, the kid seems to always end up horribly. a shitty upbringing like that doesnt help

Basically, that family was going to be blown apart anyways and tbh wasn't really that surprising that he was gay with a family like that.
i feel bad for him man. if only he had some more centimeters of bone length he wouldnt have to resort to so much degeneracy too and could prove himself much better to his parents
 
Sushifart

Sushifart

Let the norwood reaper kill me if I lie
Apr 13, 2024
587
holy shit i read these cases about hapas and they seem to be so subhuman. unless its a girl or the guy got lucky and got 90% of his genes from his father, the kid seems to always end up horribly. a shitty upbringing like that doesnt help


i feel bad for him man. if only he had some more centimeters of bone length he wouldnt have to resort to so much degeneracy too and could prove himself much better to his parents
Funny enough, I've tried to help steer him away from having to resort to faggotry, but like many foids, the one he dated was a piece of shit and fucked him over and cheated on him and shit. After that I never bothered trying. And yeah, I agree on that last part too man.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
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Funny enough, I've tried to help steer him away from having to resort to faggotry, but like many foids, the one he dated was a piece of shit and fucked him over and cheated on him and shit. After that I never bothered trying. And yeah, I agree on that last part too man.
hard to find a foid who would genuinely stay with him not just for his money or assets. perhaps if he found a self-hating sea foid assuming hes white but even then they most likely would only want his passport. brutal
 
General Alek

General Alek

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Nov 29, 2023
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your growth plates are mostly closed at 15

it wouldn't have made that much difference

maybe one or 2 inches
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
682
your growth plates are mostly closed at 15

it wouldn't have made that much difference

maybe one or 2 inches
my bone age was 16 at 16 and my gh levels were less than 1, probably got a deficiency or something

its brutal considering my brother is 6'1
 
Uruma shun

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Apr 13, 2024
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my bone age was 16 at 16 and my gh levels were less than 1, probably got a deficiency or something

its brutal considering my brother is 6'1
I can relate.
My dad and brother are tall asf while I am stuck at manlet height.

I haven't grown since I was 16.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
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I can relate.
My dad and brother are tall asf while I am stuck at manlet height.

I haven't grown since I was 16.
brutal there must have been something wrong that happened during development, no way gene recomb hates us that much
 
General Alek

General Alek

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my bone age was 16 at 16 and my gh levels were less than 1, probably got a deficiency or something

its brutal considering my brother is 6'1
I'm 6'2

but I don't feel like I am

height doesn't really make a difference to your life, not in itself

not when you've always been been put down and you've never had any success
 
Uruma shun

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brutal there must have been something wrong that happened during development, no way gene recomb hates us that much
I am a mixed mutt.
And a genetic failure.

Other than being cucked by gene recombination.
I have been weak and deficient since I was a kid.
Also abused drugs in between.
 
JCaesar

JCaesar

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Feb 11, 2024
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not when you've always been been put down and you've never had any success
its true life can be brutal for you regardless of height, but then again it can always be worse. if your environment was already bad at 6'2 imagine how much more ropefuel it would feel if you were a manlet.

you would be weaker, easier prey, having even less chance with girls and overall having a disadvantage in every area of life due to size contributing to all activities you do

at the end of the day your size is always at your subconscious and at the mind of others
 
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JCaesar

JCaesar

sigma
Feb 11, 2024
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I am a mixed mutt.
And a genetic failure.

Other than being cucked by gene recombination.
I have been weak and deficient since I was a kid.
Also abused drugs in between.
you were probably stunted even more if you were deficient for so long, brutal man. race mixing can be such an all or nothing but when it fails, it fails hard for who suffers it

people treat you like trash for things outside your control
 
General Alek

General Alek

Autism is God
Nov 29, 2023
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its true life can be brutal for you regardless of height, but then again it can always be worse. if your environment was already bad at 6'2 imagine how much more ropefuel it would feel if you were a manlet.

you would be weaker, easier prey, having even less chance with girls and overall having a disadvantage in every area of life due to size contributing to all activities you do

at the end of the day your size is always at your subconscious and at the mind of others
I'm pretty weak, arms like stringbeans
 
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