Abhorrence
NEET
- Dec 24, 2023
- 3,527
It surely isn't going to get better, maybe I will be able to cope with pain easier but that's it. My teenage days are over and I got nothing to show for it, I don't feel responsibility against my parents as well because I feel like they played a major part in making my life living hell, I could just drive off a bridge or something and end it.
Life, whatever the fuck this shit is I sure as hell don't like it. I tried making sense of the world, I tried to make myself believe there was some kind of justice in nature or something but nuh uh this shit is pure chaos.
My only way of venting all my life has been the internet, not a single person in my life made me feel understood or heard
My so-called family never gave a fuck, my life= nightmare you will never wake up from
I am brown, weird body, subhuman face also suffer from severe anhedonia
I don't have the means to get out of this shitty situation, I am itching to hurt myself
I am in a crowded library rn, too many people but I am still alone, they be studying while I am having a mental breakdown
I need someone to pat me
Life, whatever the fuck this shit is I sure as hell don't like it. I tried making sense of the world, I tried to make myself believe there was some kind of justice in nature or something but nuh uh this shit is pure chaos.
My only way of venting all my life has been the internet, not a single person in my life made me feel understood or heard
My so-called family never gave a fuck, my life= nightmare you will never wake up from
I am brown, weird body, subhuman face also suffer from severe anhedonia
I don't have the means to get out of this shitty situation, I am itching to hurt myself
I am in a crowded library rn, too many people but I am still alone, they be studying while I am having a mental breakdown
I need someone to pat me