Serious I can’t work anymore

[Deleted member 2794]

I used to be a decent worker, to the extent that an autistic manchild could be. However after being NEET and having schizoaffective symptoms I can no longer even bare to work.

Today I just kept imagining how people were looking at my ugly face in disgust, my work ethic has plummeted by 98% percent. I’m deadweight, it’s so over.

I only have a GED, Ankle monitor/probation, I’m ugly as fuck.

What’s the point, I only feel safe within my house and despite that I have this borderline schizophrenic guilty conscience where I just keep imagining people berating me for my past actions and current state of living. It’s so overwhelming.

 

[OccitaNEET]

Ankle monitor/probation

Why ?

 

[johnvee]

I used to be a decent worker, to the extent that an autistic manchild could be. However after being NEET and having schizoaffective symptoms I can no longer even bare to work.

Today I just kept imagining how people were looking at my ugly face in disgust, my work ethic has plummeted by 98% percent. I’m deadweight, it’s so over.

I only have a GED, Ankle monitor/probation, I’m ugly as fuck.

What’s the point, I only feel safe within my house and despite that I have this borderline schizophrenic guilty conscience where I just keep imagining people berating me for my past actions and current state of living. It’s so overwhelming.

Get on meds if you're not already, I'm intolerable without meds.

If you're committing crimes you will probably grow out of it, unless you're like 35 now in which case you need to smarten the fuck up.

Join community activities so you can still socialize, stuff like a combat sport or something like DND night, you can even volunteer places a few hours or so a week like a soup kitchen serving the homeless meals.

Don't just fucking rottmaxx because you're a NEET.

If you're ugly because you're a fat fuck then lose weight, I currently walk 3 hours a day because I don't want to be a fat ugly fuck for the rest of my life.