I Didnt want to get out of my bed today

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Sadcel
Aug 9, 2021
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I've been really struggling to leave my bed for about 2 months now, I do nothing almost every day and just watch time slip away as my ideas for what I could do get less and less relevant. It's very rare that distraction copes work for me at this point, I spend an increasing amount just lying there fantasizing.
For me it's just that the only time I've ever been motivated, it was entirely built on delusions of grandeur, and recent failures feel like they've ruined that illusion, that I was somehow smart.

I spent almost 2 years only leaving bed for stuff like getting food, I do have to go to shops sometimes. This is just a recent return.
There's a reason why I'm back in bed though. I agree, and have no guilt about giving up on clownworld
What's the point. I'm done stacking L's. When will this world be nuked already so I can rest in peace. Fml
 
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