Discussion I don't even like music anymore, seriously.

[Deleted member 2794]

I have so many cringeworthy "memories" that haunt me with intrusive thoughts that I can't listen to anything other than Meditation ambiance music. I've listened to many different genres; however, they're all tied to something I've done in the past. I don't know how to explain it, but I now associate contemporary music with bad memories, even ones I haven't listened to before.

I'm not trying to be dramatic either. It makes me cringe so hard that I almost want to swear off showing my face in public ever again, if it were possible.

 

[Moondust]

Wat are these memories exactly? If you feel embarrassed i can start off with something humiliating so you feel more comfortable

When i was 9 i shit myself a couple times, including in class and at a friends house cuz i had this fucking bizarre desire to stop shitting permanently . Its called encopresis. Its associated with autism.

I remember when i shat myself at my friends house everyone was like "wtf is that horrible smell" and my friends mom thought it was my friends feet. She forced him to put baby powder on his feet

 

[Deleted member 2794]

The lyrics are the worst part for me, I can't stand anything with lyrics because, honestly, most of it isn't profound in any shape or form. All it invokes are negative feelings.

What was that musical theory about frequency and vibrations? How it can ruin your mental state or uplift you. No wonder Muslims and Christians don't necessarily have this problem.

 

[Deleted member 2794]

Wat are these memories exactly? If you feel embarrassed i can start off with something humiliating so you feel more comfortable

When i was 9 i shit myself a couple times, including in class and at a friends house cuz i had this fucking bizarre desire to stop shitting permanently . Its called encopresis. Its associated with autism.

I remember when i shat myself at my friends house everyone was like "wtf is that horrible smell" and my friends mom thought it was my friends feet. She forced him to put baby powder on his feet

holy fuck , alright that's pretty embarrassing but hilarious.

 

[Moondust]

Also when i was 10 i would lay on the bleachers on my back and push myself along seats like an upside down slug, doing laps around the whole gym

Also at that age i would do a weird praying motion with my hands and bob up and down walking laps at the gym

When i was 13 i had a weird obsession with licking my own hands cuz they were dry like some fucked up lizard. Ofc this only made them more dry which led to a vicious cycle of licking and hands getting dry. I remember being in front of my crush licking my hands fuckkkk that was embarrassing lmao

Holy shit ive been fucked up for a long while

 

[Deleted member 2794]

Also when i was 10 i would lay on the bleachers on my back and push myself along seats like an upside down slug, doing laps around the whole gym

Also at that age i would do a weird praying motion with my hands and bob up and down walking laps at the gym

When i was 13 i had a weird obsession with licking my own hands cuz they were dry like some fucked up lizard. Ofc this only made them more dry which led to a vicious cycle of licking and hands getting dry. I remember being in front of my crush licking my hands fuckkkk that was embarrassing lmao

Holy shit ive been fucked up for a long while

You made me realize, I barely have any recollection of my childhood, not that it was traumatic... but it was so mundane. Literally a background NPC who occasionally gets bullied when he decides to "fit in".

 

[Deleted member 3423]

You guys think you have it bad, you obviously never sang to a girl before.

 

[Moondust]

You guys think you have it bad, you obviously never sang to a girl before.

 

[Deleted member 3423]

Yes, cringe I know, I was a huge simp. It was my bluepilled years
I'm a changed man

 

[Moondust]

The lyrics are the worst part for me, I can't stand anything with lyrics because, honestly, most of it isn't profound in any shape or form. All it invokes are negative feelings.

What was that musical theory about frequency and vibrations? How it can ruin your mental state or uplift you. No wonder Muslims and Christians don't necessarily have this problem.

Half of lyrics are about relationships, being popular or being hot

 

[Deleted member 3423]

Half of lyrics are about relationships, being popular or being hot

Why do we allow fags on this forum?

 

[Deleted member 3423]

Half of lyrics are about relationships, being popular or being hot

you know that guy that show the pic

 

[Moondust]

Why do we allow fags on this forum?

Wat