Mona
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- Apr 30, 2024
- 185
OMG lifefuel 
I dreamt about a foid i liked in middle school (last time i talked to a foid because i am social outcast) and was to movie theater and buffet with her, we was cuddling and she said she never forgot me
When i wake up, i was not even sad than it was a dream and than i am KHHV, i had clear mind, i am NT since this morning no ruminations no schizo throught, my mind is clear and i have more IQ, i can think clearly and my head dont feel heavy and memory is more organised, well less chaotic. I played chess considerably better today, less errors because i have better concentration
i envy so much NT if they feel like this everyday , i really hope it stay like this.
My theory is my brain really thinked i ascended and was loved so i have less cortisol and its why i feel good today ? idk tbh
Is it possible to stay NT like i am now or i am going schizo again after couple of hours / days ?
I dreamt about a foid i liked in middle school (last time i talked to a foid because i am social outcast) and was to movie theater and buffet with her, we was cuddling and she said she never forgot me
When i wake up, i was not even sad than it was a dream and than i am KHHV, i had clear mind, i am NT since this morning no ruminations no schizo throught, my mind is clear and i have more IQ, i can think clearly and my head dont feel heavy and memory is more organised, well less chaotic. I played chess considerably better today, less errors because i have better concentration
i envy so much NT if they feel like this everyday
, i really hope it stay like this.My theory is my brain really thinked i ascended and was loved so i have less cortisol and its why i feel good today ? idk tbh
Is it possible to stay NT like i am now or i am going schizo again after couple of hours / days ?
