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- Dec 29, 2024
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I’m 27 years old in 2025 and everyday I just go home and I cry. I feel like I’m becoming that bitter and jaded auntie that everyone talks about and hates. I hate the fact that I’m acting this way, but the fact of the matter is my life is very fµcked up at the moment. Some of it is my fault but not all of it is. I put way too much trust into my dad. My father used up all the money that was supposed to be for me to complete school, while lying to me about it this whole time. He told me the funds were still there. He has also squandered all of the money he was supposed to use when he promised my mom that he will support the whole family with housing. He lied about paying rent and we are now evicted. He is not remorseful of what he’s done and parades around in the brand new car he used that money for with other, younger women.
I don’t know where I’m going to live or how I’m going to pay for my masters degree. I feel like I'm 100% ruined. I have a job but I am still so broke and desperate I was propositioned to exchange sëx for money and I’m honestly thinking of doing it. I’m a fully grown up adult but this is the most scared I’ve ever been in my life. I don’t even recognize myself anymore I feel like I’m just living life on autopilot. I have a job where there are lots of carefree younger adults present and a few of them just see me as a Scrooge. I try really hard not to be mean to them or snippy towards them because they’re just kids to me but it’s really hard to maintain a neutral state when you hear 19 year olds constantly telling you all the time to “lighten up” and to “stop taking life so seriously” when you literally have to worry about real adult things and these kids think they could just play around all day and not take their job seriously or they just do sh!t entirely wrong without care and I have to correct them and they don’t care because I’m still young-ish so they play on that.
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I don’t know where I’m going to live or how I’m going to pay for my masters degree. I feel like I'm 100% ruined. I have a job but I am still so broke and desperate I was propositioned to exchange sëx for money and I’m honestly thinking of doing it. I’m a fully grown up adult but this is the most scared I’ve ever been in my life. I don’t even recognize myself anymore I feel like I’m just living life on autopilot. I have a job where there are lots of carefree younger adults present and a few of them just see me as a Scrooge. I try really hard not to be mean to them or snippy towards them because they’re just kids to me but it’s really hard to maintain a neutral state when you hear 19 year olds constantly telling you all the time to “lighten up” and to “stop taking life so seriously” when you literally have to worry about real adult things and these kids think they could just play around all day and not take their job seriously or they just do sh!t entirely wrong without care and I have to correct them and they don’t care because I’m still young-ish so they play on that.
I feel like I’m becoming old and bitter
I’m 27 years old in 2025 and everyday I just go home and I cry. I feel like I’m becoming that bitter and jaded auntie that everyone talks about and hates. I hate the fact that I’m acting this way, but the fact of the matter is my life is very fµcked up at the moment. Some of it is my fault but...
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