Venting I feel like my memories got lost

[Abhorrence]

I try to remember what I was doing in certain dates and parts of life but nothing comes to my mind maybe I have brain damage
I feel like my brain has been out of whack lately. I don't enjoy anything anymore my day is spent trying to escape the pain.

I can kind of remember 3-4 years ago but its all foggy and I feel like nostalgia is making me think those times were better than they really were
I kind of had hope back then and a more optimistic outlook but since then my brain got fried by my shitty lifestyle I guess but it's not look I was really happy back then either

I feel like I forgot who I really am, i feel like a shell of my former self

I am not living I am just passing time

I had some things going on for me but they all got stripped away from me

 

[Abhorrence]

I can't think straight and put forward ideas in my head like I want to do
I think I am retarded

 

[wsada]

Happens to me idk if it's bc of some sorta brain fog or bc the memories are just forgettable

 

[Abhorrence]

Happens to me idk if it's bc of some sorta brain fog or bc the memories are just forgettable

My parents have been forcing me to take SSRIs for a long time and I think they have taken a toll on me, I feel lobotomized

 

[『 』]

My parents have been forcing me to take SSRIs for a long time and I think they have taken a toll on me, I feel lobotomized

fuck bro I'm sorry man

 

[『 』]

I try to remember what I was doing in certain dates and parts of life but nothing comes to my mind maybe I have brain damage
I feel like my brain has been out of whack lately. I don't enjoy anything anymore my day is spent trying to escape the pain.

I can kind of remember 3-4 years ago but its all foggy and I feel like nostalgia is making me think those times were better than they really were
I kind of had hope back then and a more optimistic outlook but since then my brain got fried by my shitty lifestyle I guess but it's not look I was really happy back then either

I feel like I forgot who I really am, i feel like a shell of my former self

I am not living I am just passing time

I had some things going on for me but they all got stripped away from me

If you spend a lot of time indoors not getting a lot of sunlight, or not exercising a lot, this can happen

Also if you isolate yourself.

 

[Abhorrence]

If you spend a lot of time indoors not getting a lot of sunlight, or not exercising a lot, this can happen

Also if you isolate yourself.

I think I am far too gone

 

[『 』]

I think I am far too gone

The fact that you are this self-conscious about it suggests that you are okay.

Make some lifestyle changes, and try your best. Even if you feel fucked, you can still move forward.

 

[looksmaxxcoper]

For me I can’t remember I ever had good year back then
I’m having better time now than then
Which was just rottin
2023 was good year
2024 is already becomin good year

I also can’t waste more time since I’m pushin mid 20s

 

[FlorentLBelle]

I remember everything, even shit from 2008-2013