i got a major cortisol spike when i looked up my real name

[Neet194012940]

the top result was an Instagram page made by a bunch of my classmates in middle school who would get out their phones and take pictures of me while i would be either intentionally or unintentionally jestermaxxing (when you do normal things as a subhuman). I totally forgot about it until i saw it had over a hundred cringe photos of me and several hundred followers. fuark i wanted to rope so badly. Everyone who looked up my name has seen that page. I remember even in high school before covid my school "friends" would always record videos of me and post them to a groupchat about me, like a kiwifarms thread.

this kind of memory used to make me just want to just ldar forever and piss in bottles - because it makes me think that i am some low functioning autistic retard and i'm the only person who can't notice it within 5 seconds.

Tbh, it probably just means you were fat/funny looking and a jestermaxxer. DBDR talked about this, normies would take pictures of him while he was just walking to mock him for it, like this picture that might be him, his video was about being tailgated and pulling over on a highway because a bunch of them recognized him.

still, this confirms it for me that i'm not stepping one foot outside until theres full layer of titanium in my face AND i get my name legally changed

 

[クーロ]

Shit like this is precisely why I avoided communicating with anyone at school and always made sure to stay in the back. Your classmates are either people who will become long time friends or the most thorough assholes imaginable who make your life hell and it's not worth the gamble

 

[gooner23]

i remember when i use to rasengan people before it was mainstream cringe

 

[Riddler]

Ngl this makes me think of my buddy who roped after high school

He was basically a loser jester. If you'd search his name you'd only find a social media account with about 2 followers

Now Google must've indexed him out because you can't find him like that

Whenever i talk about my grandmother. Now that I'm dome grieving I'm happy to celebrate the memory of the quite cheerful, quirky lady she was

But for an 18yo incel guy there's nothing to celebrate and he left behind nothing. I don't say this to put him down. I keep one of my notebooks because it contained anime girls he'd draw in it. That was about all he left behind. That and his dog

 

[RageSpike]

wear a body cam and upload them harassing you next time

 

[MelaninQueen]

Who's that old fart in your profile picture?

 

[MelaninQueen]

He was basically a loser jester. If you'd search his name you'd only find a social media account with about 2 followers

How many followers you've got in social media? I only have 10 people I know IRL, and a couple hundred of other people which I don't know personally (bots?).

 

[WestEuropoor]

the top result was an Instagram page made by a bunch of my classmates in middle school who would get out their phones and take pictures of me while i would be either intentionally or unintentionally jestermaxxing (when you do normal things as a subhuman). I totally forgot about it until i saw it had over a hundred cringe photos of me and several hundred followers. fuark i wanted to rope so badly. Everyone who looked up my name has seen that page. I remember even in high school before covid my school "friends" would always record videos of me and post them to a groupchat about me, like a kiwifarms thread.

this kind of memory used to make me just want to just ldar forever and piss in bottles - because it makes me think that i am some low functioning autistic retard and i'm the only person who can't notice it within 5 seconds.

Tbh, it probably just means you were fat/funny looking and a jestermaxxer. DBDR talked about this, normies would take pictures of him while he was just walking to mock him for it, like this picture that might be him, his video was about being tailgated and pulling over on a highway because a bunch of them recognized him.

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still, this confirms it for me that i'm not stepping one foot outside until theres full layer of titanium in my face AND i get my name legally changed

Fucking absolutely horribly brutal man

 

[Riddler]

How many followers you've got in social media? I only have 10 people I know IRL, and a couple hundred of other people which I don't know personally (bots?).

I have no social media lol

 

[Neet194012940]

Who's that old fart in your profile picture?

me

Rudolf Hess - Wikipedia

en.wikipedia.org

 

[Moondust]

A whole Instagram page just to make fun of someone? People really do that nowadays? That's dark.