Venting I GOT FUCKING CUCKED

[ballmeister]

do yk how that feels?
a girl who dates u for the first time breaks up w u.says she 'will be alone for a couple of months'starts dating and kissing the only guy u didnt want her to be with in less than a week after ur sent to the ward.
within months shes getting fingered in a cinema.
within a year shes lost her virginity and their condom breaks in ur friends apartment
they go to a holiday in a villa by the beach together --> head to pharmaceutical to get plan b before
ur sitting there shitting in the toilet
sitting there right next to the shower where she got penetrated raw and moaned on another mans cock
cumming and covering it in her juices
shes the only love youve ever had and all you got was to hold her hand briefly. not reciprocated.
brutal

> let it go it wasnt my fault
wasn't my fault
nothings ever gonna be my fault im not good enough plain and simple
i was literally taller than him i tried everything
its gonna happen again and again happened w the next one and itll happen with the one after
keeps on happening and what do i get? lifemogged over and over
literally not good enough for her so she chooses a chad better than me in every way

im so fucking tired of everything
its too fucking much i cant handle it
i cant handle being incel and neet and seeing foids i grew to like fuck me over again and again with no regard
how do i fight back? -->> kms
they dont notice me now but they always notice when ur gone
cant notice me when im upright and around and living and breathing walking on the same ground they literally walk but they'll notice when im a blood splat on the floor
they'll think 'how could i have made sure he didnt do it? what could i have done??'
theyll lie to themselves and say 'i couldnt have done anything' and get on with the rest of their lives for decades and decades
theyll always have me in the back of their minds
they'll always know secretly that they couldve stopped it. they could've saved me
theyll always have me in the back of their minds just like ive always had them
then they'll know how it feels

 

[GirlfriendNotFound]

do yk how that feels?
a girl who dates u for the first time

No, already lost me there.

 

[Pirate]

dnrd Chad ramblings

 

[lünin7]

damn I realize now that no one is happy

That’s why I sit in the dark all day

I feel smarter too

 

[Spooky_Heejin]

a girl who dates u for the first time breaks up w

I've never had a girlfriend.

will be alone for a couple of months'starts dating and kissing the only guy u didnt want her to be with in less than a week after ur sent to the ward.

Similar shit happened to me. My crush rejected me saying "I'm not looking for someone right now" then proceeds to date this tall spicmigrant a few days later.

within months shes getting fingered in a cinema.

I can't read anymore of this. I don't need to be reminded that Chad can get laid while I can't even get a fucking female to look at me.

 

[ZZebra786]

God dammed Jews. This is all your fault

 

[poorcel]

you're living my dream i wish i could film while the girls who rejected have their hair pulled by the bully junkie alphas who beat me in front of them

 

[UglyBastard]

girl who dates u

No, I don't know. God bless you

 

[OldAutEP]

Getting your heart broken for the first time is tough.
Time to get revenge.
The only way is to get another girl.