Venting I hate being good looking

[UglyBastard]

I hate that. I'm not extraordinarily beautiful or anything, but apparently enough to attract attention. I hate not being taken seriously for anything, because my only job in life is to look good for other people's amusement. I hate it when I like something strange, it's "quirky" or "cute", when if I were any less attractive, it would be considered strange and socially unacceptable. I'm tired of people being surprised that I'm intelligent, because beautiful people shouldn't be. I'm tired of girls who only want to be with me because of my face and body and simply ignore who I am deep inside. I'm tired of people's expectations that I should be in a relationship or looking for one, because that's what beautiful people do. I still have days when I look in the mirror and feel disgusting. I'm tired of hearing people tell me that I have no reason to be depressed. I KNOW THAT. It's a shame I have a chemical imbalance in my brain; I didn't ask for it. I'm tired of wearing certain clothes and hearing people tell me not to wear them because their girlfriends can't stop looking at me. I'm tired of people telling me I can't be a NEET because NEETing is for ugly girls. I'm tired of hearing people tell me what I should be because of something I have no control over.
I didn't choose my face, stop trying to choose who I am.

 

[ZZebra786]

Damn it must suck to have Becky and Stacy's drooling over u

 

[UglyBastard]

Damn it must suck to have Becky and Stacy's drooling over u

I tried to treat them badly lately but it can't be helped, they keep drooling over me, trying to touch my abs, trying to steal a kiss from me, groping my dick etc. It's a pain in the ass.
Things could be much better if I were born ugly.

 

[Thadman]

I tried to treat them badly lately but it can't be helped, they keep drooling over me, trying to touch my abs, trying to steal a kiss from me, groping my dick etc. It's a pain in the ass.
Things could be much better if I were born ugly.

Things that never happened

 

[UglyBastard]

Things that never happened

I got so fed up with it that I intentionally gained 4 kilos, let my hair grow (I don't have the face shape for it), stopped wearing /fa/ clothes (not that I want them to fit my current shape), stopped wearing flattering suits (only using flat and clean ones now), simply stopped looking after myself. I tried to look ugly. I get very defensive when compliment me. I don't feel better. I thought: "If I'm ugly, at least I'll know if people really like me". I was wrong. And not just because now I push people away because I'm so disgusted with myself that I can't believe they honestly want to be around me. I'm so upset with my appearance that I'm unhappy and, anyway, I'm not myself anymore. It's over, over.

 

[Thadman]

I got so fed up with it that I intentionally gained 4 kilos, let my hair grow (I don't have the face shape for it), stopped wearing /fa/ clothes (not that I want them to fit my current shape), stopped wearing flattering suits (only using flat and clean ones now), simply stopped looking after myself. I tried to look ugly. I get very defensive when compliment me. I don't feel better. I thought: "If I'm ugly, at least I'll know if people really like me". I was wrong. And not just because now I push people away because I'm so disgusted with myself that I can't believe they honestly want to be around me. I'm so upset with my appearance that I'm unhappy and, anyway, I'm not myself anymore. It's over, over.

Lol no girl will try to force kiss or try to grab your dick at random. Or maybe my experience has been radically different from the typical?

 

[UglyBastard]

Lol no girl will try to force kiss or try to grab your dick at random. Or maybe my experience has been radically different from the typical?

See:

 

[PointOfNoReturn]

dnr that copypasta

 

[ZZebra786]

See:
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Trashcans online: Thats sexual harassment!!

 

[UglyBastard]

Trashcans online: Thats sexual harassment!!

God, I wish I were harassed like that by an Asian foid.
It's like we say here: God gives powers only to those who don't want to use them.

 

[UglySlavicMongoloid]

Being ugly is worse.

 

[UglyBastard]

Being ugly is worse.

Where were you all this time? We missed you.

 

[UglySlavicMongoloid]

Where were you all this time? We missed you.

Well I'm back.

 

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View attachment 90979I hate that. I'm not extraordinarily beautiful or anything, but apparently enough to attract attention. I hate not being taken seriously for anything, because my only job in life is to look good for other people's amusement. I hate it when I like something strange, it's "quirky" or "cute", when if I were any less attractive, it would be considered strange and socially unacceptable. I'm tired of people being surprised that I'm intelligent, because beautiful people shouldn't be. I'm tired of girls who only want to be with me because of my face and body and simply ignore who I am deep inside. I'm tired of people's expectations that I should be in a relationship or looking for one, because that's what beautiful people do. I still have days when I look in the mirror and feel disgusting. I'm tired of hearing people tell me that I have no reason to be depressed. I KNOW THAT. It's a shame I have a chemical imbalance in my brain; I didn't ask for it. I'm tired of wearing certain clothes and hearing people tell me not to wear them because their girlfriends can't stop looking at me. I'm tired of people telling me I can't be a NEET because NEETing is for ugly girls. I'm tired of hearing people tell me what I should be because of something I have no control over.
I didn't choose my face, stop trying to choose who I am.

Peasants hate the king for his wealth
The king hates others for their vanity

 

[UglyBastard]

Peasants hate the king for his wealth
The king hates others for their vanity

You sound very smart, makes me feel like a fucking dumb mongrel.

 

[Unemployed]

The king hates others for their vanity

You must haven't heard of Russian oligarchs or Saudi princes?

 

[Disorder]

I hate being gook looking