I hate my life

[Deleted member 2794]

I’m getting constant headaches just thinking how garbage, cringeworthy and embarrassing my life is. I got felt a bad deck of cards.

This feels like a complete waste of time, “effort” and money. I mean seriously, conceiving and then raising an ugly autistic fucker just to grow up and be a shut in loser?

I just wish I had a steady stream of income, doesn’t have to be much. Just enough to endlessly consume copes until I drop dead. I kind of feel bad for being a genetic dead end parasitic waste but at the end of the day it is what it is.

 

[Papa Roxy]

I made a lot of bad decision thru my life and now im paying for it . Im not particularly intelligent and honestly i live a meaningless life . Getting older doesnt help either . Im lost i have no prosperity and made a lot of people i love dissapointed .

 

[uglyboi1]

nigga at least you haven't got all of that + nerve dmg and ADHD that desperately needed medicating from young

 

[Papa Roxy]

I feel like i no longer have place on this Earth . My time here is running.

 

[Deleted member 2794]

I feel like i no longer have place on this Earth . My time here is running.

Same here, the train has derailed and missed a lot of its stops (milestones). I’m not gonna lie I’ll admit my autistic genes are maladaptive to this social media age.
I wasn’t cut out for how cut throat Gen Z would be due to a diminishing economic pool and the free for all dating market.

 

[Papa Roxy]

Same here, the train has derailed and missed a lot of its stops (milestones). I’m not gonna lie I’ll admit my autistic genes are maladaptive to this social media age.
I wasn’t cut out for how cut throat Gen Z would be due to a diminishing economic pool and the free for all dating market.

last year i had a decent oppurtunity to change my life guess what i bitch out like a pussy . Im autistic i cant focus on subject for more then 5 seconds im low intelligent . When tell people all of that they tell oh no you are perfectly fine you are normal you are intelligent .

 

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

I’m getting constant headaches just thinking how garbage, cringeworthy and embarrassing my life is. I got felt a bad deck of cards.

This feels like a complete waste of time, “effort” and money. I mean seriously, conceiving and then raising an ugly autistic fucker just to grow up and be a shut in loser?

I just wish I had a steady stream of income, doesn’t have to be much. Just enough to endlessly consume copes until I drop dead. I kind of feel bad for being a genetic dead end parasitic waste but at the end of the day it is what it is.

I made a lot of bad decision thru my life and now im paying for it . Im not particularly intelligent and honestly i live a meaningless life . Getting older doesnt help either . Im lost i have no prosperity and made a lot of people i love dissapointed .

I relate to you both the most in this entire forum. Some of y'all read minds, frankly speaking.

 

[SuckyCuckyDuck]

When tell people all of that they tell oh no you are perfectly fine you are normal you are intelligent .

Exactly bruh. Like saying my problem doesn't exist won't make it disappear into thin air, pathetic herdmind.

 

[Papa Roxy]

Exactly bruh. Like saying my problem doesn't exist won't make it disappear into thin air, pathetic herdmind.

people tell me you never talk about how you feel why should i people dont understand and refuse to understand me its like talking to a wall i only have myself

 

[Deleted member 105]

im so comfy