Venting I hate my mother like you wouldn't believe

[kosharycel]

So, I just tried to convince her to buy me some food earlier, she went fucking berserk and kicked me out of her room screaming and shouting, I then tried again to find her asleep, literally one mention of food (which is something that my malnourished ass needs to survive) made her scream "god take me" three times, I am so severely underweight, I am 179cm 53kgs, even women who are under 5 feet weigh more than me. So I basically ran to this room and started fantasising, (something I do alot) about a woman, with a very gentle aura buying me a gift and food, and telling me how she'll kill her for me. So Currently, I'm forced to survive with literally eating absolutely nothing today, recently this has become a near daily occurance, and I am fucking sick and tired from this shit. To understand how much I hate my mother, let's go back to the beginning of it all.


My father accidentally knocked up my mother, resulting in my birth, they got married soon and it was a very unstable one, they were considering divorce until they found out she was pregnant.

After I was born, I was the victim of an abusive neglectful mother and the literal definition of a wagecucking father. Let's start that she beat me to near DEATH when I wad five fucking years old, I remember being so goddamn bruised to the point that everyone pointed it out after, I couldn't walk and cried myself to sleep on the couch nearby, couldn't even walk to my room.


I have so many more things to say about this wretched excuse of a "mother" but it would take fucking forever to address it all.

 

[kosharycel]

Fucking brutal noreplypill

 

[rekamaður]

brutal
women are fucking insane

 

[kosharycel]

brutal
women are fucking insane

Women are extremely manipulative, they gaslighted us into thinking men are abusers when it's the other way around. Statistically there's more abusive mothers than fathers out there. Brutal shit.

 

[Deleted member 1961]

Its over man. Anyways hope you feel better

 

[kosharycel]

Its over man. Anyways hope you feel better

I'll try coping with oversleeping or fantasising about a woman loving me

 

[rekamaður]

Women are extremely manipulative, they gaslighted us into thinking men are abusers when it's the other way around. Statistically there's more abusive mothers than fathers out there. Brutal shit.

Yeah most women I've met who are 'nice' are still extremely emotional and insecure and freak out at the smallest things
My mom is pretty nice, probably way nicer than most women, but she's genuinely crazy and will freak out over the most minor irrelevant shit and try to guilt trip you because she genuinely believes whatever crap she's saying.
Just how they are tbh. Unless you're chad life is better when you avoid them.

 

[kosharycel]

Yeah most women I've met who are 'nice' are still extremely emotional and insecure and freak out at the smallest things
My mom is pretty nice, probably way nicer than most women, but she's genuinely crazy and will freak out over the most minor irrelevant shit and try to guilt trip you because she genuinely believes whatever crap she's saying.
Just how they are tbh. Unless you're chad life is better when you avoid them.

Most women are vile and fucking evil, same applies to most men aka normies

 

[Deleted member 1961]

I'll try coping with oversleeping or fantasising about a woman loving me

I love you. Stay strong

 

[kosharycel]

I love you. Stay strong

Your amazing thank you

 

[Polar-Z]

Better not to antagonise her. Your mother seem mentally unstable (Captain obvious over here) so if I were you I'd best clear off her path and learn to adapt and make my meals.

My mother gave up hope on me and treats me like a liability but won't really admit it so I basically have to minimize my interactions with her so I won't annoy her.

LEARN TO COOK. Start small, even if it's making French fries. Omellete. Basic shit. Just familiarise yourself with spices, ingredients etc. Then go for something you enjoy. Idk a fish dish. Sushi maybe.

Try and reduce that fast food intake if you're into trash food. Not only is it better for your health. You'll have something new to do when you're bored by making your own food. You'll also become less reliant on others etc

That's my only advice.

Oh and try to buy your grocery's once in a while.

 

[kosharycel]

Better not to antagonise her. Your mother seem mentally unstable (Captain obvious over here) so if I were you I'd best clear off her path and learn to adapt and make my meals.

My mother gave up hope on me and treats me like a liability but won't really admit it so I basically have to minimize my interactions with her so I won't annoy her.

LEARN TO COOK. Start small, even if it's making French fries. Omellete. Basic shit. Just familiarise yourself with spices, ingredients etc. Then go for something you enjoy. Idk a fish dish. Sushi maybe.

Try and reduce that fast food intake if you're into trash food. Not only is it better for your health. You'll have something new to do when you're bored by making your own food. You'll also become less reliant on others etc

That's my only advice.

Oh and try to buy your grocery's once in a while.

thank you boyo

 

[yoc]

Fucking hell, that's brutal. Idk what advice I could give you. God be with you.

 

[Zangano1]

Kill her and live of the inheritance

 

[yoc]

I can give you one small piece of advice for hope: read Psalm 27

 

[Eren]

that’s rough man I’m genuinely sorry. Maybe try blackpilling your dad or calling an abuse hotline? Idk

 

[Pale God]

I don't live with my mom but she would never let me starve. Weird mother. She probably hates you for being ugly or short.

 

[kosharycel]

I don't live with my mom but she would never let me starve. Weird mother. She probably hates you for being ugly or short.

She says I'm "disgusting" lolz

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

always be nice to your mum, one day you will miss her dearly.

 

[kosharycel]

always be nice to your mum, one day you will miss her dearly.

She will never be missed

 

[General Alek]

if you are an unwanted child, you will experience pain