Depression I have no friends in real life and it's hard to cope with

[Deleted member 2099]

Since i was in middle school, i faced countless bullying in my life, i was short(still am) and have ethnic kind of look which is what made me very very high inhib. I am always very anxious and can't open up to people, and even if i did, all i got is resentment. Not only I don't have any girlfriends but also no friends and being alone so much and living inside a room all day all night is getting harder to cope with each day

 

[Deleted member 2099]

Brutal no reply

 

[Deleted member 2463]

Relax

 

[reitard]

do you still go to school/uni or work maby you can find friends there

 

[Deleted member 2099]

do you still go to school/uni or work maby you can find friends there

No i can't all the people there mock me

 

[reitard]

No i can't all the people there mock me

are you at uni? what do they do?

 

[Deleted member 2099]

are you at uni? what do they do?

Iam NEET and people there never talked with me and even if i initiated a conversation they always wanted to get away fast

 

[reitard]

Iam NEET and people there never talked with me and even if i initiated a conversation they always wanted to get away fast

Brutal. Doesn't seem like mocking to me maybe it's because they didn't know you and what you were talking about. Depending on the degree people are different in cs I could find some cels who I could have some small talk with, if you hear people talk about something you have interest/knowledge on maybe then start getting into the conversation

 

[鬼のダーク]

I didn't want to post in this thread till there were 6+ comments
basically u need friends to make friends

 

[Deleted member 1365]

How much time have you been a NEET thus far? My experience in school is kinda similar to yours and tbh after a year of being a hikikomori NEET I hardly miss the old days in school, even the few times where I had friends there.

Not saying that I am particularly interesting but the majority of people you can meet irl are usually extremely boring and simple-minded, I remember this the few times where I leave my house.

The only thing I want from other people right now is to have a girlfriend so that I can form a family.

 

[tacticalskeleton]

at least you can post on forum like this and possibly make online friends, who needs IRL friend who doesn't share any of interests with you?
I had period where I thought I was just too neurologically fucked up to literally talk to anyone even online, so I stayed on my room all day and lurked the internet without even posting anything, that went on for year and then I realized I don't even need anyone to be content.

 

[Saladino]

at least you can post on forum like this and possibly make online friends, who needs IRL friend who doesn't share any of interests with you?
I had period where I thought I was just too neurologically fucked up to literally talk to anyone even online, so I stayed on my room all day and lurked the internet without even posting anything, that went on for year and then I realized I don't even need anyone to be content.

Online Friends sucks ass you can't go out and shit

 

[Deleted member 2099]

at least you can post on forum like this and possibly make online friends, who needs IRL friend who doesn't share any of interests with you?
I had period where I thought I was just too neurologically fucked up to literally talk to anyone even online, so I stayed on my room all day and lurked the internet without even posting anything, that went on for year and then I realized I don't even need anyone to be content.

Lets be frens

 

[Zangano1]

I have no friends either

 

[Niggardly]

I can be your friend

I was bullied so hard at school for being overweight

The damage done to my self esteem and shit never really healed

I only hung out with fellow outcasts and can't socialise for the life of me

Occasionally some people I have to deal with are nice to me ... But idk how to reciprocate properly...

 

[c-barreda]

I AM alone too i feel like shit sometimes

 

[Deleted member 2099]

I can be your friend

I was bullied so hard at school for being overweight

The damage done to my self esteem and shit never really healed

I only hung out with fellow outcasts and can't socialise for the life of me

Occasionally some people I have to deal with are nice to me ... But idk how to reciprocate properly...

Friends

 

[LeastNtPersonAlive]

what state r u guys in? maybe we can be irl frens

 

[Kitten]

Nyah, it's okie! Be fren with *meow*! I'll protect you frum meanies and we can haz adventures!