
Disorder
Born2Lose
- Nov 29, 2020
- 9,451
I've easily put in more work and effort during the past 4 weeks than I did during the whole of last year but I just can't be fucked anymore. The blackpill follows me where ever I go and there's no escaping it. The fact I was born into a shit family, with shit genetics, into a shit environment, I just can't cope with it.
I can't help but feel as if life is predetermined from birth for the majority of people and I simply don't have the strength, determination or work ethic to be a part of the minority who overcome the odds stacked against them. I'll still try not to revert back to LDARing and doing nothing all day but I just can't see a future in which I haven't killed myself.
I can't help but feel as if life is predetermined from birth for the majority of people and I simply don't have the strength, determination or work ethic to be a part of the minority who overcome the odds stacked against them. I'll still try not to revert back to LDARing and doing nothing all day but I just can't see a future in which I haven't killed myself.
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