Venting I have productive streaks but the blackpill always ends them

Disorder

Disorder

Born2Lose
Nov 29, 2020
9,451
I've easily put in more work and effort during the past 4 weeks than I did during the whole of last year but I just can't be fucked anymore. The blackpill follows me where ever I go and there's no escaping it. The fact I was born into a shit family, with shit genetics, into a shit environment, I just can't cope with it.

I can't help but feel as if life is predetermined from birth for the majority of people and I simply don't have the strength, determination or work ethic to be a part of the minority who overcome the odds stacked against them. I'll still try not to revert back to LDARing and doing nothing all day but I just can't see a future in which I haven't killed myself.
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Zargrim

Zargrim

NEET
Dec 3, 2020
1,191
knowing that every woman without exception wants every sub 8 male like me dead or enslaved is the greatest life fuel ever, I've learned to love being hated

I want to make enough money to raise a family and spend it all on myself.
 
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Patient A

Mynamejeff
Nov 30, 2020
307
I'll binge watch Jordan Peterson and other optimistic, whitepilled content to get out of this slump.
better mindset to have than @vomit, he is probably overdosing blackpills and in a bad place right now in his life. I know what it's like and you can't unlearn the fundamental blackpills. Just a part of your life and you just need to get on with it.

Keep it up OP I hope we both make it :) ;)
Daddy Jordan Peterson :love::love::love: One of my idols. I also like Elon Musk cuz he posts le epic maymays on twatter:soy:
 
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jaded jabble

NEET
Nov 30, 2020
3,566
I've easily put in more work and effort during the past 4 weeks than I did during the whole of last year but I just can't be fucked anymore. The blackpill follows me where ever I go and there's no escaping it. The fact I was born into a shit family, with shit genetics, into a shit environment, I just can't cope with it.

I can't help but feel as if life is predetermined from birth for the majority of people and I simply don't have the strength, determination or work ethic to be a part of the minority who overcome the odds stacked against them. I'll still try not to revert back to LDARing and doing nothing all day but I just can't see a future in which I haven't killed myself.
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