I just thought more about this plan I‘m trying to execute

[Pale God]

It could be that it won‘t work at all since at the moment it‘s holiday season and she might not have returned from work but she probably did since she looked about my age. She wore a grey hoodie and blue jeans. Maybe she is a nurse or something like that.

I can‘t decide which tram stops to start waiting at all day. I‘ll probably wait at the ones she could get off of after work when she goes back home.

I have no idea anymore if she was attracted to me or not. Maybe even if she did she already found some other guy in the meantime or has a boyfriend. I don’t really care if that’s the case and it seems kinda unlikely if I interpreted the body language accurately.

I‘m still getting discouraged even though I barely started. Waiting all day or for like 3-4 hours is gonna make me end up with a sun burn probably but I take sun screen with me to prevent that for the most part.

I swear if I actually end up seeing her again and she rejects me I‘ll be so pissed at myself. But it might be worth it, especially if it works out and if not I can finish reading some manga and lose weight by fasting.

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

if you think too much, youre just not going to do it and psyche yourself out. its a high inhib move. youll just give yourself more anxiety and doubt.

 

[Pale God]

if you think too much, youre just not going to do it and psyche yourself out. its a high inhib move. youll just give yourself more anxiety and doubt.

I know but I just feel like it will be a waste of time anyway. I'm probably uglier than I think I am and I probably just imagined she was attracted to me when it might have been the opposite.

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

I know but I just feel like it will be a waste of time anyway. I'm probably uglier than I think I am and I probably just imagined she was attracted to me when it might have been the opposite.

i guess but you could apprach her and have a more definitive answer instead of purging your thoughts in a loop on this over and over. i think it would be beneficial to do anyways. youre going to have to approach regardless in the future even if not with train foid.

 

[Pale God]

i guess but you could apprach her and have a more definitive answer instead of purging your thoughts in a loop on this over and over. i think it would be beneficial to do anyways. youre going to have to approach regardless in the future even if not with train foid.

Yeah, the question is just if I will recognize her face again and it will take a while until I encounter her. Maybe some weeks or months if I am unlucky and always waiting at the wrong time. I maybe have to wait at each tram stop all day but that is just insane and will make me want to stop it all together. I think 3 hours from 3pm to 5 or 6 pm are enough but I might increase the window of time that I am going to wait there.

 

[Brother Wagecuck]

Yeah, the question is just if I will recognize her face again and it will take a while until I encounter her. Maybe some weeks or months if I am unlucky and always waiting at the wrong time. I maybe have to wait at each tram stop all day but that is just insane and will make me want to stop it all together. I think 3 hours from 3pm to 5 or 6 pm are enough but I might increase the window of time that I am going to wait there.

when i see someone I like I get the feels, so maybe your feels will guide you to train girl. lol.

I agree that would be insane, but its worth trying at least for a little bit of time I think.