shanameh
NEET
- May 7, 2024
- 542
So my parents were always worried about me, why i was coming home alone everyday after school and spending my entire weekends alone in my room playing video games they would always ask why I am not "hanging out with my friends". In school and college I tried really hard to maintain friendships and would always try to organise meetups.
People always made excuses and if Schlomo didn't show up Chaim would say he won't come either. Eventually i just stopped bothering and They never once tried to reach out to me so we drifted apart. So i spent years with no friends, COvid didn't help either but i got really used to being alone.
But i would overhear my parents talking about how worried they were about me and panicking. I didn't want my parents to feel bad so i started pretending to go out on weekends alone.
I would just get my phone download some anime or get my switch and just play in the nearby forest for a few hours on weekend nights.
I've kept up this lie for almost 3 years now, my parents are a lot happier thinking i am super social now (although sometimes they ask why i never invite my friends over)
This image below pretty much captures what I have been doing, I dont have a car so i can't reqlly drive anywhere.
People always made excuses and if Schlomo didn't show up Chaim would say he won't come either. Eventually i just stopped bothering and They never once tried to reach out to me so we drifted apart. So i spent years with no friends, COvid didn't help either but i got really used to being alone.
But i would overhear my parents talking about how worried they were about me and panicking. I didn't want my parents to feel bad so i started pretending to go out on weekends alone.
I would just get my phone download some anime or get my switch and just play in the nearby forest for a few hours on weekend nights.
I've kept up this lie for almost 3 years now, my parents are a lot happier thinking i am super social now (although sometimes they ask why i never invite my friends over)
This image below pretty much captures what I have been doing, I dont have a car so i can't reqlly drive anywhere.