constantfailure77
married oldcel lifelong neet
- May 2, 2024
- 107
... May not pass the Sterling previous employment verification though.
I'm trying not to be too hopeful, but I received a $20/hr plus commissions Medicare health insurance job offer.
One thing I did while rotting is get my insurance licenses. I'm fine with a sales job as long as long as I can actually meet the metrics. After you've only done physical labor jobs for years, you appreciate anything that's at a desk.
This has been a beacon of hope for me, especially since what I've been through with my wife and her still on grief/mourning over never seeing her Doctor Chad ever again. She is extremely depressed and withdrawn, gave herself chronic vertigo (?? wtf) and constant migraine.
It sucks for me but honestly I don't blame her, it's acceptance of knowing you will never do to any woman what a top tier man can. Imagine you've been seeing (even medically) the most beautiful woman you've ever seen irl. Then suddenly, you'll never see her again. So as cucked as it is, I can understand the grief of chadless women.
I've been trying to consistently and thoroughly please her to bring her back to shitty chadless reality. Last night I made her squirt on my face in 69 position, easy way to do this with a finger inserted like a hook upward towards her belly while intermittently licking her clit or gently stroke it and she'll start leaking then gushing if you go hard with the hook finger
Even though I have no confidence, while fucking I've been smashing her head in the wall and slapping her like she reads about in the many hours of smut fiction she consumes. She cries a little but must like it as afterwards she's not as gloomy then sleeps like a rock.
Anyway, I really REALLY hope I get this job. I had to do a background check and employment verification with Sterling and I read that particular company is a living hell and flags everything.
I put that I was self employed for 5 years plus a brief stint as an Amazon driver last year. They are giving me shit about the self employment saying I need tax records to prove it because "2 out of 3 of the listed jobs have to check out with a solid start end date either via pay stubs taxes or manager phone number"
Which is retarded as this has nothing to do with if someone can actually perform the job.
So I'm sitting here like wtf. If I was self employed there obviously are no pay stubs or manager number.
That's why I'm trying to tell myself the job offer was just pretend. I never feel disappointment or strong emotions anymore, stoicism.
I should know next week if they rescinded the offer.... Yet they are hiring people with no license who they have to pay for the exam and train them and with me they save money as I'm already licensed.. but alright
Too intense for just a 5 month contract
I'm trying not to be too hopeful, but I received a $20/hr plus commissions Medicare health insurance job offer.
One thing I did while rotting is get my insurance licenses. I'm fine with a sales job as long as long as I can actually meet the metrics. After you've only done physical labor jobs for years, you appreciate anything that's at a desk.
This has been a beacon of hope for me, especially since what I've been through with my wife and her still on grief/mourning over never seeing her Doctor Chad ever again. She is extremely depressed and withdrawn, gave herself chronic vertigo (?? wtf) and constant migraine.
It sucks for me but honestly I don't blame her, it's acceptance of knowing you will never do to any woman what a top tier man can. Imagine you've been seeing (even medically) the most beautiful woman you've ever seen irl. Then suddenly, you'll never see her again. So as cucked as it is, I can understand the grief of chadless women.
I've been trying to consistently and thoroughly please her to bring her back to shitty chadless reality. Last night I made her squirt on my face in 69 position, easy way to do this with a finger inserted like a hook upward towards her belly while intermittently licking her clit or gently stroke it and she'll start leaking then gushing if you go hard with the hook finger
Even though I have no confidence, while fucking I've been smashing her head in the wall and slapping her like she reads about in the many hours of smut fiction she consumes. She cries a little but must like it as afterwards she's not as gloomy then sleeps like a rock.
Anyway, I really REALLY hope I get this job. I had to do a background check and employment verification with Sterling and I read that particular company is a living hell and flags everything.
I put that I was self employed for 5 years plus a brief stint as an Amazon driver last year. They are giving me shit about the self employment saying I need tax records to prove it because "2 out of 3 of the listed jobs have to check out with a solid start end date either via pay stubs taxes or manager phone number"
Which is retarded as this has nothing to do with if someone can actually perform the job.
So I'm sitting here like wtf. If I was self employed there obviously are no pay stubs or manager number.
That's why I'm trying to tell myself the job offer was just pretend. I never feel disappointment or strong emotions anymore, stoicism.
I should know next week if they rescinded the offer.... Yet they are hiring people with no license who they have to pay for the exam and train them and with me they save money as I'm already licensed.. but alright
Too intense for just a 5 month contract
