Discussion I regret my cam whoring activies so fucking much FUCK

[Riddler]

I knew what I was doing and it was my choice but fuck man, Jesus fucking fuck what's wrong with me

Look I can't play the victim here at all I knew exactly what I was doing. Far from it, I was manipulative and created sob stories for sympathy

But fuck man i was depressed and kinda feel exploited. I always dismissed those twitteroids for attacking leo for dating younger models because they know what they're doing. But fuck man I knew what I was doing and I'm a grown ass man but my feelings of exploitation and regret are still there


I always thought Bjorn andreessem was whining about being exploited bc he created the bishonen genre but Jesus he was 14 in Death in Venice. Almost 10 years younger than me

God please tell me my soul is still pure and you love me. Or Neitzche tell me I didn't destroy all my lebenskraft and can still become an overman fuuuuuck

 

[WestEuropoor]

I knew what I was doing and it was my choice but fuck man, Jesus fucking fuck what's wrong with me

Look I can't play the victim here at all I knew exactly what I was doing. Far from it, I was manipulative and created sob stories for sympathy

But fuck man i was depressed and kinda feel exploited. I always dismissed those twitteroids for attack leo for dating younger models because they know what they're doing. But fuck man I knew what I was doing and I'm a grow an ass man but my feelings of exploitation and regret are still there


I always thought Bjorn addressed was whining about being exploited bc he created the bishonen genre but Jesus he was 14 in death in Venice. Almost 10 years younger than me

God please tell me my soul is still pure and you love me. Or Neitzche tell me I didn't destroy all my lebenskraft and can still become an overman fuuuuuck

What.

 

[FlorentLBelle]

God make my life great inc

 

[Riddler]

What.

Fuck bro please tell me you don't judge me and I'm still cool and based please

 

[wsada]

We will always love you bhai

 

[Beastimmung]

Nigga you got exploited by foids feeding of your loneliness not the other way around they just had to sat their naked you got your hard earned cash sucked out of your pockets

 

[FlorentLBelle]

Fuck bro please tell me you don't judge me and I'm still cool and based please

Why I liked talking to Nick aka Baraka McKray God make my life great inc

 

[Riddler]

Nigga you got exploited by foids feeding of your loneliness not the other way around they just had to sat their naked you got your hard earned cash sucked out of your pockets

No bro I was the cam whore

 

[FlorentLBelle]

No bro I was the cam whore

I exploited you

 

[Beastimmung]

No bro I was the cam whore

 

[hikikomori]

during your life review you shall be shamed.

 

[Saladino]

Are you a femboy?

 

[Riddler]

Are you a femboy?

I find the label femboy cringe because they're all hons in mini skirts and I dress well. Seriously calling myself a bishonen like Bjorn in the OP is less cringe

but I'm a feminine guy yeah people think I look like a woman

 

[クーロ]

I am not at all surprised no worries mate. We all have to do some dumb shit to develop. Youre still the based timid litfag in my eyes

 

[WestEuropoor]

Fuck bro please tell me you don't judge me and I'm still cool and based please

Nah, its all ok

 

[Saladino]

I am not at all surprised no worries mate.

That sounded oppy as hell ngl

 

[クーロ]

That sounded oppy as hell ngl

Nah we just function on the same wavelength. "I get it" with extra terms

 

[Saladino]

Nah we just function on the same wavelength. "I get it" with extra terms

To me It sounded like "we already knew you were a fag"

 

[Thadman]

Christ did you actually go forward with the plan of cam whoring? I thought you were joking when you made that thread.

Fuck bro please tell me you don't judge me and I'm still cool and based please

You're dead to me!

 

[Riddler]

Christ did you actually go forward with the plan of cam whoring? I thought you were joking when you made that thread.


You're dead to me!

I did it december for a month. Before you would've known me

I was thinking of going back but nah

 

[incelkingkong]

gay camwhoring for money or what?

 

[Riddler]

gay camwhoring for money or what?

Kinda it was just solo acts. most of them thought I was a woman and fuck man even writing this shit out makes me want to blow my head clean off my shoulders

 

[incelkingkong]

Kinda it was just solo acts. most of them thought I was a woman and fuck man even writing this shit out makes me want to blow my head clean off my shoulders

lmao who gives a shit bro. from my subhuman inkwell perspective it might even look like a brag, but i get attractive people have different issues too.

 

[Riddler]

lmao who gives a shit bro. from my subhuman inkwell perspective it might even look like a brag, but i get attractive people have different issues too.

Well it's inceldom loneliness, self hatred and lack of conventional attractiveness that drives a person to do this

But like I said, I always dismissed those pornstars as crying over nothing but I get it now

 

[incelkingkong]

Well it's inceldom loneliness, self hatred and lack of conventional attractiveness that drives a person to do this

But like I said, I always dismissed those pornstars as crying over nothing but I get it now

did u get paid atleast?

 

[Riddler]

did u get paid atleast?

Yes but not enough

 

[incelkingkong]

Yes but not enough

Yes but not enough

id camwhore if i was good looking enough till twink death

 

[Riddler]

id camwhore if i was good looking enough till twink death

Yeah twinkiness is ephemeral and "use it before you lose it" anxiety is (part) or what drives think kind of whorishness

You can joke about women hitting the wall but most of em reproduce so it's well and good since they can propagate themselves into the future

If you resolve you aren't gonna reproduce due to being incel or gay or whatever, that urge to reproduce before you die/twinkdie has to go somewhere. Ideally into art(warhol, YSL, Renaissance) but in the worst case it ends up with shit like the OP

 

[poorcel]

at least you made money bro nobody will ever want to look at my body

 

[Punished Neet]

Thank god you had a redemption arc, could've ended up on thug hunters

 

[incelkingkong]

Thank god you had a redemption arc, could've ended up on thug hunters

 

[Punished Neet]

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What is riddler doing???? :Skullemoji

 

[Maid]

 

[Riddler]

Thank god you had a redemption arc, could've ended up on thug hunters

Yeah believe it or not I got an offer from a porn studio. I was so suicidally depressed I almost considered taking the obligatory STD tests and taking the flight but no, I held strong and trust me it would've been way more emasculating than thug hunters

 

[incelkingkong]

Yeah believe it or not I got an offer from a porn studio. I was so suicidally depressed I almost considered taking the obligatory STD tests and taking the flight but no, I held strong and trust me it would've been way more emasculating than thug hunters

fucked up shit bro.

 

[Deleted member 2561]

Yeah believe it or not I got an offer from a porn studio. I was so suicidally depressed I almost considered taking the obligatory STD tests and taking the flight but no, I held strong and trust me it would've been way more emasculating than thug hunters

If it was straight porn that could've been awesome.

 

[Rebbington]

I knew what I was doing and it was my choice but fuck man, Jesus fucking fuck what's wrong with me

Look I can't play the victim here at all I knew exactly what I was doing. Far from it, I was manipulative and created sob stories for sympathy

But fuck man i was depressed and kinda feel exploited. I always dismissed those twitteroids for attacking leo for dating younger models because they know what they're doing. But fuck man I knew what I was doing and I'm a grown ass man but my feelings of exploitation and regret are still there


I always thought Bjorn andreessem was whining about being exploited bc he created the bishonen genre but Jesus he was 14 in Death in Venice. Almost 10 years younger than me

God please tell me my soul is still pure and you love me. Or Neitzche tell me I didn't destroy all my lebenskraft and can still become an overman fuuuuuck

The best way to deal with overwhelming guilt is just to pretend it never happened or just do mental gymnastics

 

[Deleted member 2463]