frightfulcel
pyramidcel
- Sep 9, 2022
- 1,777
Disclaimer: Yes I know this is cringe, mental masturbation and I'm boarderline creating a parasocial relationship with a user I don't even know
I feel like everyone viewed me like the "joker" in a way, I would do crazy stuff throughout my childhood and teenage years which in a way made me the talk the country. Even people across my country knew who I was (well everyone is connected). People thought I had girlfriends, I was high iq, I had something up my sleeve despite being fucked up etc. but the reality was I was just an average joe except for autism. But I had this persona where everyone thought I was something I wasn't. Even from my family there was this big expectation to do things, succeed, get relationships etc.
However despite acting super low inhbition and doing crazy stuff I was just a loser who was somewhat shy and giga autistic. I mean people likely knew that, but they took my "persona" too seriously. I am actually very sensitive and emotional at heart. Given my autism, executive dysfunction I eventually dropped out of school but I'm sure many people will remember me somewhat for the rest of their lives give the crazy things I did.
I relate to "Joker: Folie à Deux" (well I hardly even watched it jfl) because everyone believes the Joker persona, but really Athur Fleck is just a loner who has nothing going on for him. Nobody cares about him as a person, only his reputation and persona. He isn't high iq, nor social, nor entertaining, not even an average joe. Theres nothing "special" about him.
He basically never really goes 100% into the Joker persona, because he was never like that. He was just a loser. At the end someone whos actually like the Joker persona murders him.
I don't know if hes going to like me constantly making cringy threads about him (im sorry aaaah I won't tag because I'm being annoying) but Lain is basically made to be a neet. He has a high iq, high stress tolerance, is adventurous, gets stuff done etc. while I am just a loser who was forced into being a neet (well tbh we both likely were, but I'm a terrible neet-type) but he is the "real deal". People may hear stories about me (many people know who I am in my area) but I'm basically just a loser with nothing going on.
I'm nothing special really, just like Arthur Fleck. But there are special people in the world who are actually like that "persona" I created, but I'm not one of them.
I feel like everyone viewed me like the "joker" in a way, I would do crazy stuff throughout my childhood and teenage years which in a way made me the talk the country. Even people across my country knew who I was (well everyone is connected). People thought I had girlfriends, I was high iq, I had something up my sleeve despite being fucked up etc. but the reality was I was just an average joe except for autism. But I had this persona where everyone thought I was something I wasn't. Even from my family there was this big expectation to do things, succeed, get relationships etc.
However despite acting super low inhbition and doing crazy stuff I was just a loser who was somewhat shy and giga autistic. I mean people likely knew that, but they took my "persona" too seriously. I am actually very sensitive and emotional at heart. Given my autism, executive dysfunction I eventually dropped out of school but I'm sure many people will remember me somewhat for the rest of their lives give the crazy things I did.
I relate to "Joker: Folie à Deux" (well I hardly even watched it jfl) because everyone believes the Joker persona, but really Athur Fleck is just a loner who has nothing going on for him. Nobody cares about him as a person, only his reputation and persona. He isn't high iq, nor social, nor entertaining, not even an average joe. Theres nothing "special" about him.
He basically never really goes 100% into the Joker persona, because he was never like that. He was just a loser. At the end someone whos actually like the Joker persona murders him.
I don't know if hes going to like me constantly making cringy threads about him (im sorry aaaah I won't tag because I'm being annoying) but Lain is basically made to be a neet. He has a high iq, high stress tolerance, is adventurous, gets stuff done etc. while I am just a loser who was forced into being a neet (well tbh we both likely were, but I'm a terrible neet-type) but he is the "real deal". People may hear stories about me (many people know who I am in my area) but I'm basically just a loser with nothing going on.
I'm nothing special really, just like Arthur Fleck. But there are special people in the world who are actually like that "persona" I created, but I'm not one of them.
