Gaku
God Of Super Auto Pets
- Sep 29, 2022
- 606
I was basically having a breakdown and struggling with my faith, so I stayed away for weeks. No one called, messaged, or reached out until recently when a brother called and checked in. He encouraged me, so I attended. As soon as I set foot in church, there were so many new faces and people all around; I felt like a tourist in a foreign land.
I sat right next to one of the elders. She's an elderly lady who really looks out for me, and honestly, I think she likes me, but I'm not going there in this post. We caught up, and she told me she tried calling me numerous times and couldn't get through. I did see her missed calls, but that was like week two of my absence. She gave me money and told me to buy myself something, which I thanked her for, and then services began.
After the initial part of the service, the shocker came: my church crush got engaged and is about to marry a guy from another church. Like, bro... I watched that relationship blossom in front of my eyes. I was at a youth service and saw when the same guy came over to her and asked for her number. Now, two years later, they're about to be married. It's that easy, bro. He's no bad boy, just a simple black dude with a decently paying job. He has a car, and he always dresses well. I don't think any of that won her over; I think it's because he was bold enough to try. Even though I liked her, I couldn't muster up the courage to take that step or approach her that way, so I always kept it friendly, you know, a jolly old church pal, lol. I watched her get snatched away, about to be married and probably pop out a few kids soon.
Church ended, and I'm still in shock. I greeted a few people and caught up with the brother who called to check in. I spoke with the pastor, and I left early; my heart was shocked, bro. Now I'm thinking about effort. There's another girl there I've had my eyes on, but the only thing is she's two years younger than I am, and I just want to make a move before I regret it like this one. I will make a move.
Moral of the story: don't skip church; make a move or else your crush might get married when you return, and your heart might not contain the pain. /attachments/85eedcb09f569326d1789b29b56335bc-jpg.197461/?hash=fa0afce14ff22e8132d78e38e837675c
I sat right next to one of the elders. She's an elderly lady who really looks out for me, and honestly, I think she likes me, but I'm not going there in this post. We caught up, and she told me she tried calling me numerous times and couldn't get through. I did see her missed calls, but that was like week two of my absence. She gave me money and told me to buy myself something, which I thanked her for, and then services began.
After the initial part of the service, the shocker came: my church crush got engaged and is about to marry a guy from another church. Like, bro... I watched that relationship blossom in front of my eyes. I was at a youth service and saw when the same guy came over to her and asked for her number. Now, two years later, they're about to be married. It's that easy, bro. He's no bad boy, just a simple black dude with a decently paying job. He has a car, and he always dresses well. I don't think any of that won her over; I think it's because he was bold enough to try. Even though I liked her, I couldn't muster up the courage to take that step or approach her that way, so I always kept it friendly, you know, a jolly old church pal, lol. I watched her get snatched away, about to be married and probably pop out a few kids soon.
Church ended, and I'm still in shock. I greeted a few people and caught up with the brother who called to check in. I spoke with the pastor, and I left early; my heart was shocked, bro. Now I'm thinking about effort. There's another girl there I've had my eyes on, but the only thing is she's two years younger than I am, and I just want to make a move before I regret it like this one. I will make a move.
Moral of the story: don't skip church; make a move or else your crush might get married when you return, and your heart might not contain the pain. /attachments/85eedcb09f569326d1789b29b56335bc-jpg.197461/?hash=fa0afce14ff22e8132d78e38e837675c
