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Deleted member 1674
Based BurgERlandER
- Sep 9, 2023
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Before I go into that I would like to briefly talk about why I haven’t been online much lately. The thing is I’ve really felt depressed and haven’t had the energy to post much, and I’d been busy with some things irl. The majority of blackpill discussions are water is wet stuff anyway which is why I hardly participate in them anymore. As far as my personal problems go there isn’t much left to unpack that hasn’t already been unpacked, except for this one.
I’ll start from the beginning. I looked around online and found an escort site, and it turns out I was able to summon one to my home without even going outside. She came in from 200 miles away, or so she claimed. Took her all day to get here so maybe she was. She was 21 years old, white, about an 8/10 in looks, and charges $500 an hour.
So she showed up in a tight sexy minidress and we sat down and talked at first. I felt nervous because this was to be my first time with a woman and this was to be the day I finally become a man after 28 years. I had a few drinks to loosen up and I caressed her leg, but unfortunately things didn’t go beyond that as far as intimacy is concerned.
When she arrived she wanted to be paid before getting down to business, and this was my first mistake. Before she showed up we originally agreed on $1000 for 2 hours. Since she was late getting here and because she said she liked me, she offered to give me the full service and spend the night, something she said she normally charges $3500 for, but was going to give it to me for $2K, which I agreed to. Some of you guys would probably come at me with fakecel accusations if this part had come true, but here’s what really happened.
So after I fixed her something to eat she asked me to take a shower and brush my teeth before getting to the fun part, something she said she asks all her clients to do. But you have to understand the thing she asked me to do was basically my nightly routine. I always do that stuff before bed anyway. So I get done freshening up, come out of the bathroom ready for my big moment, and she’s gone. SHES FUCKING GONE MAN! She didn’t even eat all of that ham sandwich I made her after she said she was hungry! Goddamn how could I be so stupid…
So as it stands I’m not only still a virgin but I got scammed out of $2000. Story of my fucking life. If there’s one thing positive that’s come of all this it’s that I may have dodged a bullet in getting STDs because I was gonna go raw, but I was willing to take that risk just to finally see what it feels like to be with a female. What she did to me was criminal, but technically what I did was considered criminal too. “Soliciting a prostitute” as they call it in the JewSA, cucked as that sounds.
TL;DR I’ve tried everything from dating apps, trying to meet women irl, and now looking to escorts as a last ditch effort to get laid and it wasn’t enough. This experience has made me more blackpilled than ever because now I know that I’m too subhuman even for escorts. Fuck this life man. I’m so tired of this shit. At this point all I want is to be at peace.
I’ll start from the beginning. I looked around online and found an escort site, and it turns out I was able to summon one to my home without even going outside. She came in from 200 miles away, or so she claimed. Took her all day to get here so maybe she was. She was 21 years old, white, about an 8/10 in looks, and charges $500 an hour.
So she showed up in a tight sexy minidress and we sat down and talked at first. I felt nervous because this was to be my first time with a woman and this was to be the day I finally become a man after 28 years. I had a few drinks to loosen up and I caressed her leg, but unfortunately things didn’t go beyond that as far as intimacy is concerned.
When she arrived she wanted to be paid before getting down to business, and this was my first mistake. Before she showed up we originally agreed on $1000 for 2 hours. Since she was late getting here and because she said she liked me, she offered to give me the full service and spend the night, something she said she normally charges $3500 for, but was going to give it to me for $2K, which I agreed to. Some of you guys would probably come at me with fakecel accusations if this part had come true, but here’s what really happened.
So after I fixed her something to eat she asked me to take a shower and brush my teeth before getting to the fun part, something she said she asks all her clients to do. But you have to understand the thing she asked me to do was basically my nightly routine. I always do that stuff before bed anyway. So I get done freshening up, come out of the bathroom ready for my big moment, and she’s gone. SHES FUCKING GONE MAN! She didn’t even eat all of that ham sandwich I made her after she said she was hungry! Goddamn how could I be so stupid…
So as it stands I’m not only still a virgin but I got scammed out of $2000. Story of my fucking life. If there’s one thing positive that’s come of all this it’s that I may have dodged a bullet in getting STDs because I was gonna go raw, but I was willing to take that risk just to finally see what it feels like to be with a female. What she did to me was criminal, but technically what I did was considered criminal too. “Soliciting a prostitute” as they call it in the JewSA, cucked as that sounds.
TL;DR I’ve tried everything from dating apps, trying to meet women irl, and now looking to escorts as a last ditch effort to get laid and it wasn’t enough. This experience has made me more blackpilled than ever because now I know that I’m too subhuman even for escorts. Fuck this life man. I’m so tired of this shit. At this point all I want is to be at peace.
