I still don't know why i was even diagnosed with autism

[Crazy Samurai]

I saw many psychologists/psychiatrists and none diagnosed me with autism. I then went to the ward and got diagnosed despite the fact I was socializing normally with people and even joked around about suicide. This just shows if you're ugly like me and non nt looking, people will think you're autistic even when you're acting normally. There were other patients who mogged me and acted withdrawn and asocial, yet they didnt get diagnosed with autism. They had no reasons for diagnosing me other than "it's the only reason we can think of as to why you're so avoidant of socializing". Have you looked at my face? I genuinely can't believe I got diagnosed. At no point in my life did anyone think I had autism: not teachers, not my parents, not anybody at school. My diagnosis was just lookism in a nutshell.

 

[Crazy Samurai]

It's funny since i saw one psychiatrist after my stay at the ward and he never brought up autism. It's just so embarrassing I have to have that diagnosis on my record forever. If you see doctors for long enough, they will diagnose you with something. That's just how it works. I didn't want to see anyone but my parents forced me to. They even called me crazy for talking about the blackpill for 5 minutes impulsively lmao. Legit biggest frauds in the medical industry