anon1822fourthacc
I want to be the richest man in Laos! I love Laos!
- Nov 25, 2022
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You know, I actually often feel the need to do something. To craft, to learn a skill and use it. And yet, I'm disgusted by the thought of getting a job.
But now I think I realized why.
I don't refuse to work. I refuse to live.
I know that if I got a job, started socializing etc... I'd eventually lead a pretty normie lifestyle. Maybe I'd even get married, buy an apartment, have kids, have friends etc... I can do it, it's not impossible. Every one of us can do it, I'm sure.
But I don't want to live. That's why I don't do that. Life has no appeal to me. Worse, it's actually draining, boring, not worth it. Nothing is worth it. Not love, not money, nothing. Boring, tedious, draining, annoying.
It's not that I don't want to work. I don't want to live. It's a refusal to live.
But now I think I realized why.
I don't refuse to work. I refuse to live.
I know that if I got a job, started socializing etc... I'd eventually lead a pretty normie lifestyle. Maybe I'd even get married, buy an apartment, have kids, have friends etc... I can do it, it's not impossible. Every one of us can do it, I'm sure.
But I don't want to live. That's why I don't do that. Life has no appeal to me. Worse, it's actually draining, boring, not worth it. Nothing is worth it. Not love, not money, nothing. Boring, tedious, draining, annoying.
It's not that I don't want to work. I don't want to live. It's a refusal to live.
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