I want to cry so bad

[xinino]

I believe that my oneitis atoms are everywhere since she is dead and her ashes are throwing in the ocean, I kiss the walls, in hope I kiss atoms which made her I really want to reunite with her, u should always push everything to its limit, this how the world work, don't confine yourself with law and rules it just made so you can obey the country u are living in, love is last hope for humanity, my parents married without loving each other, it was arranged marriage, and they want me to be like them, even dating is based on benefits when you see people fight for who pay for the coffee, it's dystopia, love is care, love is to give, from both sides, love is what truly make us humans, I can't live in this world, oneitis is my world, and I am happy, I born in this hideous world, tho I live in fantasy world, that makes me happy.